The last flowers

We walked along the Pearl River and it was raining that evening. On both sides of the Pearl River are the lights of Rain fans. The cruise ships starting at seven o’clock are more like her lonely figure. This night is doomed to be a sad city. I seem to see that all the flowers bloom at night! 1 on March 7th, spring just began to bloom. At 02:10 P.M., I received a phone call that I shouldn’t have received. Xiao Yun, who had not seen it for ten years, returned to Hong Kong from New Zealand for business and decided to stay in Guangzhou for three days. Xiao Yun said, I hope to meet me in these three days. I clearly remember that Xiao Yun left in the early summer ten years ago. At that dusk, the stone bridge, high heels, windbreaker and messy hair were all in her turn, which had been fixed for ten years. For ten years, I have been walking on this shore for too long and too tired. At half past five in the afternoon, I finally booked a flight ticket to Guangzhou at 09:25 in the evening. The ticket center told me that due to the approaching of the fair recently, the ticket source was tight, and I got the last seat to Guangzhou on the 7th. When the plane landed at Baiyun Airport, it was half past eleven at night. Just came out of the cabin passage, my steps were extremely fast. But the closer the exit is, the slower it gets. Because I know, Xiao Yun is picking me up at the exit. She said she would definitely pick it up. A person who often travels far away is not used to sending farewell and greeting. Because I don’t like the sadness of parting and the anxious waiting. This time, I am warm and moved. Because for the first time, a woman picked me up at the airport three hours in advance. In addition to warmth and emotion, the mood at this moment is still complicated. At the exit of W2, time suddenly appeared a cycle. Walking in the bright waiting passage, I could sense that a pair of eyes had locked my thin body. As soon as he turned around, he recognized the small and medium clouds of the pick-up crowd on the right. Half-shoulder hair, blue and white coat, bright white jeans, slender as before. Still so beautiful, the years did not seem to have carved traces of vicissitudes on her face. I forgot my expression at that time. I only knew that I walked towards her slowly, being so calm and indifferent. I held her in my arms. I clearly felt that her head pressed heavily on my shoulder and her whole body trembled slightly. When I let go of her, I saw the different eyes of the men and women around me. I said, you are really a cloud! 2 Guangzhou at 12 o’clock in the evening, it seems that the nightlife has just begun. Although drizzle is floating, the street lamp that is popular still exudes its unique charm and affection. We didn’t speak when we called back to Guangzhou hotel. Most of the time, Xiao Yun looked out of the window and looked back at me occasionally. His eyes were mixed with the same complicated expression as mine, but he was gentle. I think she has too much to say. Me too. Guangzhou Hotel, 706, 3 am. Cigarette butts have been piled up high in the square ashtray. Xiao Yun was sitting opposite me. Behind her was a light yellow floor lamp. She always said with her head down, and several strands of hair covered half of her eyes from time to time. Speaking of touching places, he glanced at me and smiled slightly. What she said most was New Zealand and her lovely son. The sky there is very blue and clean, and the child is healthy and lovely. That kind of life makes her quiet and she is still happy. What about you? Every short period of time, she always asks like this. I always lean my body into the soft chair and suck it hard. I said Si Ming Mountain, the ancient town in Jiangnan, and the Central Street. The sky in these places is as clean as blue. These places and some people make me peaceful. I am also happy. Xiao Yun listened quietly. In the end, there is always such a sentence, that’s good. At four o’clock, I was lying on the white sheet with my clothes and fell asleep listening to Xiao Yun talking about the distant New Zealand. When she woke up, Xiao Yun told me that this night could not be counted as a night. Just a few hours in the morning, she was looking at me all the time, and I slept surprisingly quietly. She put a glass of water on the head of the bed, gave me a deep look, and spoke a New Zealand English softly. I understood: you are really tired. Suddenly, I felt a little sad. I didn’t want to let her see through my strong face, and I didn’t want her to know that I was having a bad life. I smiled at her reluctantly, I got up in a panic and left a sentence. I went to wash my face. 3 The pedestrian street in Guangzhou is on Beijing Road. I went there once last year, where the hustle and bustle bored me, but Xiao Yun insisted on going. From the moment he turned into the street monument, Xiao Yun’s hand began to carry my arm and never opened it. At that moment, my heart suddenly became soft and lazy. With the quietest and slowest steps, I crossed the most prosperous and streamer streets in Guangzhou city. Time is like being drunk slowly. Standing in the middle of the street paved with glass fiber reinforced plastics, looking at the original ancient road in Tang and Song dynasties in the glass cover, the blue and ancient stones were covered with history, and the sky was drizzling. Suddenly I understood why Xiao Yun had to come here. She is looking for a lost time. There is innocence in time that we will never go back again! On MAY FLOWER, it is a movie city on Beijing Road. Xiao Yun stared at the movie card and refused to leave. She pulled my feet away several times back. She said she must watch the movie, Cherish Our Love Forever. We didn’t talk about the whole movie. Because of love, all the lights in Hall 5 turned on immediately. I saw Xiao Yun with tears all over my face. We walked along the Pearl Road to the river. It was evening at that time and it was raining. Xiao Yun broke my arm for the first time, lying on the railing alone watching the river. The rain was still underground, and the cold wind was blowing slowly from the other end of the river. There were dim lights on both sides of the Pearl River. The cruise ship at 7 o’clock was more like her lonely figure. I stood five meters behind her, lighting a cigarette. The stomachache that had been well the other day suddenly rolled over the body for a while and then again. It is a kind of sad, helpless sadness and unspeakable sadness. This night is doomed to be a city full of sadness. I seem to see that all the flowers bloom at night! 4 9 Noon, Room 706. Ten minutes before checking out, Xiao Yun hugged me so closely and boldly for the first time in three days, which was also our most intimate and ambiguous action in these three days. The computer in the room downloaded the song because of love. How long has it been? How long has it been? In three days, the male hormone in my body finally recovered like weeds, and the warm holer factor began to spread like crazy. No matter, no matter, I attached it to her ear and said yes. Xiao Yun’s body trembled in my arms, and she pushed me hard in just a few seconds. Her eyes contained a kind of worry and sorrow that could not be solved. I suddenly became soft. The strong stomachache was mixed with another kind of emptiness, like a needle, which pierced my left chest again and again. Xiao Yun firmly refused to send me and left me at the door of the hotel. She wants to transfer to Hong Kong and take the 09:05 flight back to New Zealand. New Zealand has clean sky, lovely children, and her quiet life and happiness. I am returned to the small town at dusk. I didn’t go home. I drove the car directly to the stone bridge where Xiao Yun left ten years ago and began to smoke until 09:05. During this period, I remembered the Central Street and a person’s words: you, still live in this nihilistic flowers, deserve nothing! Actually, I don’t know where else to go. All the flowers are blown away by the wind. Once you look back, it is another spring!

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