Missing

Lying on this hard bed, tossing and turning, tossing and turning, I couldn’t sleep. The night is so quiet. The bright moonlight swept through the curtains, adding to the peace of the night. The cool wind swept his cheeks through the glass wind, which was so cold that the acid and acid bones were all like being torn by it. Staring out of the window, my heart was like a tide, and I couldn’t help thinking. Somehow, it’s been over 20 years! I am most afraid of such a night. As long as I lie in bed quietly. Your sweet smile, kind eyes and your shiny black hair will always appear clearly in front of my eyes. He kept jumping, reminding me of the worm. Forget You, forget you! How many times have I warned myself silently in my heart. But times have deepened their memories of you again and again. The burning thirst of the heart forced me to recall you thoroughly. When you hit pink T-shirt, you waved your Jade hand and smiled at me. The smile between your eyebrows actually had the charm of the soul. I couldn’t help standing up and going with you. But you are dodging and leaving slowly. You frown tightly, pear blossom bathed in the rain, seems to have a thousand words to me. I only have to speed up my steps and chase after you. I want to hold your hands tightly and pour out the bitterness of lovesickness to you, but you suddenly disappear; but my forehead hit a big bag on the wall. Only then did I know that this is a dream. But just now, clearly in front of us, why suddenly became an illusion? I wish I would never wake up in such a dream. I closed my eyes and simply began to miss you, miss you. Recall your embarrassment, frown and smile about everything about you. All that left me a painful and unforgettable memory. Maybe it was the Nirvana left by the bank of three-Life Stone in the previous life, or maybe it was the emotional debt owed to you in the previous life, which made me double repay in this life. I am doomed to drink the bitter drink of the world in this life. Let you and I have no destiny, Frends no love, every other day, alone empty sigh. Junji no, on that day, I threw away the red Cen, read poetry books, sang the Book of Songs, and pretended to be a bachelor. Only for the poor life in this life, I was shallow, confused in the examination room, and Weitao ten thousand leftovers in the workplace. You hold poetry books, full of classics, long hair flowing, gently moving, like a fairy. You are smart, smart and capable, and you have a beautiful face and a beautiful face. Your skirt flies together, belt flutters, like a butterfly falling down beside me. My heart is hot, my ears are itchy, my face is shy, and I peep at you quietly. You are looking forward to shine, your eyes are sentimental, and your smile is like the beginning of spring peach. Red gauze shawl, small mouth, micro song, song of the Moon, praise the graceful chapter. Shame is as if peony was first developed, and weak as Spring Willow Jiao makes me laugh. We talk about education, literature and ideals. From then on, we Xing Ying Xiang Sui, like two fluttering butterflies flying in the playground of the campus. You said you liked my silly and dull touch. I said my heart had already been taken away by you. You smiled, like peach blossom, innocent and romantic. I am happy. The whole body is like bathing in the spring breeze. At that time, it was really wandering in a happy paradise. Among the woods, the trail recorded our figure, leaving many good stories of love. Try to fly separately, and separate mandarin ducks. I was lucky to pass that time. But you play out of order. However, our love was not interrupted by the trick of the exam. We communicated frequently. You climbed the mountain and crossed the forest to meet me, and I got up three times, so I only looked at you in the middle of the night. Those days were happy and too short. Full of thought, we will enter the Palace of Love. But the family’s background and environment are different. My family is on the mountain beam of the poor mountain and the evil water. Your home is in the middle of the bustling and prosperous city. You have a facade and a foreign House, and I only have three cottages. What’s more, you wear gold and silver, and the Pearl is shining. I am unkempt and shy, and I have spent time with mixed people. Born to be poor and shabby, how can you meet your mother? For me, you are angry with your father and mother. And I dare not have any extravagant hopes for you! We have the courage to come to the city to marry you beautiful, kind and beautiful girl. I only hope for the pity of the old moon, and hope that he will wrap the red line around your neck. For this reason, I pray for blessing day by day, worship the moon, strike the land, and expect it to give me the wish of understanding. What else can be expected if people can be created, the disparity of status, the rich and the poor get people, and the rich and the poor get people? In the new three years and the old three years, I have been sewing and mending for another year. How dare I expect Jin Wencui quilt? When I travel to the city where you live, the prosperity of the city is really like a dream, and the money of the city people is like land, is it all that the shabby villagers can suffer? Although you are attentive to me, giving me the warmth of spring, and repeatedly saying that there is no difference between the city and the countryside, my heart is as bright as a lamp. This is not the place I expect? I have long been accustomed to tranquility, mountains and forests, listening to birds, insects, grazing cattle and sheep, and insisting that I live in a noisy city. Why don’t I feel depressed? What’s more, I am shy and have nothing, A man’s worth seems worthless here, how can I take it for a long time? I had to leave secretly. I left you without telling you. At that time, I only hoped that you would forget me forever! But I will know later that you are married. Your Lang has just begun to have a deep affection for you, and you are devoted to your Lang. But your mother-in-law kicked you out of the house for her son. On that day, you only stayed at your mother’s house, he is also a homeless person. For self-esteem, you set your mind to punish your the lovelorn. I feel more sympathy for what happened to you. I only hate being too single to help you punish the person who hurt you. Because of this, it deepened my relationship with you. At that time, you and I had already been close to each other. You thought I am your big tree, and I thought you and I were safe from the wind. I think happy days will come to me. But you are too self-reliant, still fighting with that man for eight years! Originally I made up my mind to wait for you, waiting for you! After the first year, my heart was warm. In the second year, I survived, and my heart was full of confusion. In the third year, my mind was full of doubts. But in the third year, you broke up with me. I also doubt whether you are loyal to me, because I can’t afford to lose, Can’t afford to hurt. I can’t afford it even more. Do you cheat me if I spoil you. What makes me more incomprehensible is that you still proposed to break up with me, saying that the mountain is too high, the family is too poor, the people are too honest and dull, which makes you upset. Although I don’t want to, I have to follow my fate. Since the love in this life is dead, I have to be a Deadwood for the time being, complete my parents’ long-cherished wish to pass on the family, and get married and have children in a hurry. But who knows how many tears your lie contains? You washed your face with tears at that time, why don’t you want to continue Huang Yan with me? But in order not to let your business not delay me, you endured to hurt me again and broke up with me. Later I realized, you shed tears every night for this lie! Why don’t you want to continue with me! You just want to break up with that thin man! Later, you won, but I became someone else’s husband. You were yelling to the sky, and you were ruined. With the bitter love, you resolutely buried the river. Junke knows how much guilt and regret you left me for such a silly trip! How many sleepless nights did I stay! I wanted to go with you, but the child was still young. If I follow you, who will take care of the child! I only have to live for years and wait for my child to grow up. Jun Ah, there is no regret either. I think I will continue to advance with you in the near future, if you can wait. Hey, this is all the last words! I really don’t know whether junkean is! I only pray for you every night. May you be lucky good luck! Forever stay in the fairy world, away from the bitter sea of the world! (WEN/Ma Benyuan, primary school teacher, Yunwushan town center, Shiquan county, Shaanxi province, tel: 15129680254 Zip code: 725251)

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