Chapter 2: fall down, sadness

On 2014-3-27, the mobile phone had already calmed down. I didn’t know whether to squat or stand. The Wind in spring was low and cold. On the balcony of the office, the spring color dyed, but I was lonely. I haven’t been so disheartened for a long time. I tried to stay awake, but I still fell to the bottom of the valley. The bottom of the valley has me and his shadow. His face is angry and sad, and I am at a loss. I can’t get close to him. It seemed that after a long time, he sent a message and said sorry. He also said this last night. At that time, the night was still very heavy, but there was a sound of breakfast shop opening under the window. He was suddenly agitated, then he hit the wall with a heavy blow. I stunned and hugged him tightly. Dream, from that moment on, came to an abrupt end. Asked about him, he said to me sideways, sorry, I had a nightmare. He never does this. He won’t be affected by nightmares. I know. He seldom said sorry to me in his memory. Even if we were unhappy, he would coax me with all kinds of nifty words, but only remove those three words: Sorry. Over time, I felt that the words of sorry were very heavy to me, just like a big stone pressing my foot. I had to take a lot of effort to remove it, which hurt me and felt wronged. And the most wronged thing, I don’t know what happened to him? I don’t know whether what happened will be related to our feelings? I am fragile and sensitive, trying to spell everything out, but my thoughts always get into the dead hole. He said go to work, go back and talk about it. We have been together for a long time. I don’t even know how deep his role in my life and even in my life is. Our noisy days, our happy days, our saving days, and the days when we face our family’s opposition together… we think we can walk together, one day, we can go to Qinghai Lake and ride a bicycle, and then we will leave the Clear Lake and swear for life. Once I heard a radio station. The woman in the story felt that the other party did not love him. She thought for a long time and decided to divorce him. The man went to work after hearing the news. When he came back, he said to her that he had been promoted. From that day on, men spent more and more time with her. He told him that he didn’t love her, but he didn’t want her to work too hard. He wouldn’t let her cook the dishes he liked, the clothes he likes don’t let her buy… love hasn’t gone bad from beginning to end, but women love to bind themselves. After the balance between the need and the need is broken, women don’t have to compromise on that. I really want to be such a woman now, trembling, but it turned out to be a happy surprise. I only wish he was temporarily confused about life, but I only wish he was frightened by ordinary people like me, and I only wish him that everything was well, but he lacked some conditions that had not yet arrived. I only wish he would not think too much today, so that the sunshine of the world would wipe away some haze in his mind. And I can’t maintain sadness all the time. The freest thing in life is that everything can get better in the next second. I hope this is all I finally guessed. I only wish I had done the right thing. When he hung up the phone decisively for an unprecedented time, I cried, then wiped away the tears and went back and forth to his news. He said sorry, I said, I just want to know what happened. I’m worried about you. Let’s talk about it at home, OK! I tried my best to let him know that I was by his side, just like the tolerance and hug he gave me without his face when I played a bad temper against him before. Since when, I can no longer Mock. How powerful you are… He said that he also needs to care. Can we make a scene next time and be able to play for my role? The photos I washed on the Internet a few days ago were just sent today. I looked at them one by one. It took me a long time. From the beginning, his hair grew long and he said it was elegant, from the days when we met in a strange city for the first time separated from the two places, and from the days when we walked together and started to explain constantly, it turned out that several years had passed. His signature-like smile in the photo and all kinds of exaggerated expressions I wore the gifts he gave were so clear. The cinema we went to together, the park we went to together, the railway station we went to together, and the Meibang store we visited together… those photos that we said before should not be taken, which made the people next to us look at so shameful, now it is spread in my hand, which makes me feel uncomfortable and happy. I want to say that these photos are all words of time. We really love them for a long time… wipe away tears, raise your head, another sunny day. The white butterfly was wrapped by sunshine, and the light wings danced in a wisp of clean light. At this time, she had forgotten why she was sad…

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

This summer, hot summer days

I have always been obsessed with the legend of black holes.

It is said that if a person is captured by a black hole, at that moment, the body will become hundreds of millions of fragments, and the fragments will continue to break, becoming more and smaller fragments. Like dust or fog, it turns into the smallest Nebula in the universe deep. Everyone will see different colors. If there is such a way to die, I want to have a try!

In that way, he could see my most beautiful color in his eyes. Even if it disappeared, he should remember my most beautiful appearance.

This summer, hot summer days 3.7 Jiang seather

Some people say that love is like a piece of sand that you can’t hold. Even if you hold it tightly, you will still slip away from your fingers.

Some people say that love is like a fantasy that can’t be grasped. Have you ever seen Tan Cheng sand painting? But there is no more happy and beautiful construction process than that. We are not built for destruction, but happy and happy for the process of careful investment.

Love brings us not only pain but also happiness!!

She said on the phone, I am lovelorn, come and accompany me! The voice is a little low.

I asked her, didn’t I see you last time?

She said, we broke up!

I asked her why? Did you quarrel?

She said, the reason is unknown, he only said that we are not suitable!

I am very angry. It is not suitable. Will it be solved if it is not suitable? Is the feeling of more than three years over the end of an inappropriate sentence? Why the fuck did you go?

She said, I don’t want to ask, don’t want to have no dignity.

I laughed at her for being silly. If it was me, I must ask her to understand. Even if she broke up, she should make it clear!

I said, there must be someone outside, so it is better for such a man to leave earlier.

She nodded.

It has been more than half a month since I saw her last time. I see her again. She is a little thin, with long hair around her waist and wearing an uncomplicated lace coat, even I was a little excited when I saw it. Her boyfriend left her so blind. She said that she had discussed getting married on May 1st, and she said she couldn’t accept it. Such a blow could not be accepted by anyone, but if the groom disappeared on the wedding day, she is lucky compared with her husband playing extramarital affairs after marriage.

She and I were classmates since childhood. We played very well. We broke up twice, and then we got together again.

How to get out of the shadow of lovelorn love, our answer is always so old-fashioned, starting another love.

She said that after breaking up with him, she quit her job in the store and went to work in a relatively hard factory. She said that I was very tired except to go to work and sleep every day. Despite this, I still can’t sleep late.

I said, insomnia means that you are mature. Have you ever seen a child unable to sleep? They fell asleep as soon as they fell into bed……………

She said, I am now a full shopaholic. I can’t help but want to buy flat and beautiful clothes. There are still some new clothes in my wardrobe.

I said, only those beautiful clothes can satisfy your sense of loss. Only by holding them firmly in your hands can you know your sense of existence, and only they can never leave you!

She looked at me and nodded like finding a bosom friend.

She said, I want to go on a trip that says go.

I said, time is the best healing medicine, time can defeat everything.

She said, I don’t want to torture myself!

Dear, are you ready to accept another relationship? I asked her with a smile.

There were a lot of people on the street, all kinds of handsome men and girls. I suddenly had a bold proposal. I looked at her big round eyes and said, who did I see? I’ll help you say it.

She smiled and said, stop it, today is not April Fool’s Day!

I smiled, and I was glad that she had not been carried away by the pain brought by lovelorn.

She said there was a WeChat friend who wanted to meet and have a look…………..

What is Weiyou? I looked at her

She said, WeChat chat friends,

It suddenly dawned on me that I joked that we could meet and have a look. We can also try things like this to meet netizens.

Yes, there are too many ordinary people in this world. They follow the rules. Just like our parents, marriage is arranged. They don’t even know what love is, I haven’t even talked about a decent love affair, so I get old. I also asked them, and they said, once there was a heart movement. Yes, love can’t be too hot, just like the Sun approaching the Earth, Heler licked the Indian Ocean, and the whole sea boiled and bubbled with love like the end of the world, I think we should try it once, even if it is scalded.

You still love him, right? I asked her.

After so many years of love, it is impossible to forget it. She lowered her head.

Women are like this. When they turn around and die, they will never forget the love at that time. While men always choose to leave, waving their sleeves without taking away a cloud of color, abandoned her and all her feelings.

But, dear, do you know? God must have his arrangement. He will take one person away and bring another person to your side. I don’t know when, maybe the next second, maybe tomorrow, maybe next year, but, dear, I believe that when spring comes, everything will be fine!

I often say that I am Dragon get angry.

In fact, no one knows that every Lone Star has a Terminator, just like every nut has a screw that belongs to her, and every lock has her own key. Every day even Meng is a game preset to pass customs.

Just like what Zhang Ailing said, among the tens of millions of people who met you, in the boundless wilderness of time for thousands of years, there was no early step or late step, which happened to catch up, there is nothing else to say, only to ask gently: Oh, you are here!

The rest is left to fate. Those who hesitate are doomed to be lonely. Those who want everything get nothing.

This summer, may hot summer days!

Jiang SUSE original 3.7

Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

The most beautiful meeting, the most beautiful memories

There is only one life, but I love you with all of it. Perhaps, the whole life is too exaggerated, at least, at this moment, a heart is throbbing with it. Those who mention their luggage and suddenly disappear in the crowd will never love me most. Even though it was a prayer for thousands of years. I like writing deep handwriting on white paper best, just as I like, inscribing your name in the initial meeting; I like looking at the sky quietly at night best, just as I like, feel your tenderness in the previous dream. The furthest distance in the world is that I love you, but I will never talk about it in my heart. Not to say nothing, but to say nothing, more afraid to say. Just as birds know that fish are in water, but fish do not know where birds are. The distance between heaven and earth is the distance between heaven and earth. It is the end of the world that looks through the autumn and the water and worries about the white head. The corners of the Earth are withered and the stones are rotten like Frost. It is not even a thousand sails. It is like anxiety to get drunk and cry. Always in a lonely time, I miss the happiness in another time and the long-lost heart you brought. Memories are sometimes so beautiful that people forget the loneliness that they have suffered for too long at the moment when beauty rises in their hearts. Those who can’t drive away, those who have forced themselves to put down for countless times, have been stubbornly stuck in the depths of memory. Maybe because we are not brave enough, maybe because you and I are both reserved, we just use our eyes to interweave in the world. Whether it is because of love or sorrow, or because of thinking into a text, it is actually another form of love. Every poem written to you is like an accidental wave. You are very close this spring. However, in the confusion between unintentional and intentional, you have never seen it. The most romantic regret in the world is that you cannot write the most beautiful ending with the most beautiful encounter. The origin is gone, the origin is weak, maybe some people are destined to wait, while some people are destined to wait for someone in their whole life. I don’t know when to start, I am used to enjoying myself quietly in such a lonely night. Spread a plain paper, count the tears and laughter hidden deep in the memory, and the heart is also in the curl. Those lingering grievances like morning glory, the desolation that seeps your heart all the time. If you are Aquacome, if you are Aquacome, whether you can last long or not, you should believe it, that is the most beautiful love. Yes, many years later, even though my heart has been scarred, I still believe in love, believe in how beautiful love is, and believe that love is the most beautiful myth in the world… thank you once in my life, there were traces of your walking. Thank you for giving me those old times of missing and recalling. If these have become the stories in the story, I would like it to be brilliant again in my life; If these have become late confessions, I would like to use my tender feelings like water, pay for your lovesickness for thousands of years, only for the most real love you ever had! If you love someone, if it is a kind of pain, then please let go; If you love someone, if it is a kind of regret, you may as well say goodbye. Love means giving. If you love her, you must make her happy, no matter, love, at the end of the world or at hand; No matter, no matter where you are! Don’t be upset because you are just a passer-by, and don’t lose for missing. From this moment on, isn’t that a wonderful memory? Although there was a beautiful encounter in that summer, there was no beautiful ending in this spring.

Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…