Those little pains

People who once thought that something they couldn’t forget and didn’t want to forget had already retreated into the depths of the years. The heartache, tears and possession of the past have been light at this time. I don’t want to open the memory of the past, let alone let the dust of the past muddle my eyes, just want to meet a better self.

The cold wind whistling outside the window, I don’t know how many past has been blown out, and I don’t know how many people’s hearts have been cold. If the wind can bring my thoughts to you, I am willing to do my best, but it has already frozen my heart and can’t open it any more.

On the day of the college entrance examination, you told me that we broke up. My heart was pulled, and it came out with tears. For a long time, I asked why, you didn’t answer. One turned around and left me in a world with only one person. Looking at your far back, I didn’t hold you, but stood there motionless. I wandered around the campus with my tired body, where there were our footprints, our memories, our cheers and our laughter, but now we have been broken up by you. You are so natural and unrestrained, just like falling flowers without any hesitation. I didn’t know your world could become so fast that I couldn’t catch up with my breath. I called you a lot and sent you a lot of messages, but I didn’t reply, you are like disappearing. I am going crazy.

I couldn’t stay at home that summer vacation any longer. I didn’t want to hide in the sad forest and lost my way. I didn’t want to meet anywhere with you again. So I came to Zhuhai to work with my friends, maybe changing an environment can make my life better. Leaving a familiar place, a sad environment, and a world with you may return a brand-new self. In this way, I stayed in Zhuhai for almost two months.

The ruthlessness of Frends is always beyond the destruction of the years. It is inevitable to get together and leave. In front of the years, we are always so powerless or so helpless. When you came back from Zhuhai, you still couldn’t let go. When you learned that you went to Guangzhou University alone, tears still couldn’t help flowing down. I knew you were not that strong at all, when you encounter difficulties, you always rush around. I know you must have suffered a lot when I am not with you. But everyone grows up in experience, and life can hone one’s will and make one stronger.

The sun shone on this sad land, and I dragged a big luggage bag with a heavy body to leave this place that made me sad. When I stepped into the university, I knew it was a new beginning. I would meet a good self in the university, but the pain you gave me did not heal so quickly, I can only start my college trip with the sad and difficult one you gave me.

During the first 11th holiday in the university, I agreed with my roommates to play in Guangzhou. I met you at a subway station in Guangzhou, but you didn’t see me. At that time, I was so excited that I was preparing to greet you, but a man came to you earlier, he held your hand and walked side by side hand, my heart suddenly fell to the bottom; Although I was no longer your person, I still couldn’t resist the fall of tears. I think there is no need to ask the reason why you choose to break up. Everything is not important. If you have him around you, he will take care of you and give you the happiness you want, and I can’t give you anything. I should not and am not qualified to disturb your life again. I wish you happiness in my heart.

This long vacation tour didn’t achieve the expected effect. My roommate asked me if I was uncomfortable, but what could I say? I just replied that it was okay, but I just thought of something. I think, I don’t have to be sad for you any more, and I don’t have to worry about you any more. Things will end one day, and I think this day should come. When I came back from Guangzhou, my mood was no longer so depressed. An unprecedented calm suddenly appeared, so I invited my roommates to have a drink outside.

Now everything has become the past. The past can only be recalled. What I once thought could not be relieved and could not be put down has been hidden into the depths of the years. 2014/2/18

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Who is she in the world? April day

She has a unique appearance, a boundless talent and a prosperous career. She is gentle and elegant, clear and pure as a holy White Lotus. She made Xu Zhimo think about her whole life, let Liang Sicheng spoil her whole life, and let Jin Yuelin watch silently for her whole life. A glimpse of her beauty will move the world. Lin Huiyin — what kind of woman is she, and whose world is she? The world knows that the song “Farewell to Cambridge” was written by the poet to her, and it is the permanent trace of the well-known romantic love in the world. This was a beautiful talk in the capital at that time: Miss Lin was as gorgeous as a flower, and she walked with the old poet (Tagore) with arms, plus the white face of the robe. Xu Zhimo, who was thin on a deserted island in the suburbs, was like a three-friend picture of Cangsong, bamboo and plum. In the eyes of the world, Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo stand together is a pleasant scenery, a pair of jade people built in heaven. Therefore, Xu Zhimo was regarded as her favorite with wishful thinking, and even guessed that all the poems in her life were written to poets until the moment when she became old, what she always wanted was Cambridge in London’s misty rain and fog. However, Lin Huiyin resolutely chose to turn around when Kangqiao was in deep affection. Even though Xu Zhimo recovered the freedom of being single after divorce, he still did not choose to go to the red dust of life with the poet, obviously, this is a beautiful assumption for the world to satisfy its romantic complex of talented and beautiful people. In my opinion, Xu Zhimo is all the beautiful imagination in Lin Huiyin’s dream. It is romantic and ethereal, and it is her piano, chess, calligraphy and painting wine and scented tea. However, in reality, Xu Zhimo is definitely missing a strong and honest one, without Lin Huiyin’s calm and calm, she lost a gentle life on Earth, and that was exactly what Liang Sicheng had. Liang Sicheng gave her ease, warmth and stability, it is never given by poets. Most of the women in the world, who are still sober and choose to entrust the world for life, must be the latter, not to mention Lin Huiyin’s intelligent woman. Therefore, the poet is only a period of her youth past and the guilt of failing to live up to it. The only thing she wanted to see before her death was Zhang Youyi, Xu Zhimo’s ex-wife, not because she still loved the poet deeply, but the only mistake she had ever made. No matter what mistakes such a kind woman made before, she should understand the world. Liang Sicheng is the fireworks happiness of Lin Huiyin’s firewood, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar tea. Lin Huiyin is a bright star. Her light makes many men look up, and Liang Sicheng is one of them. Being able to marry such a person who is extremely beautiful, and his talent is not as good as that of the poet, his heart has always been unreal and nervous. Until marriage, he will ask: why me? The marriage life that is just as salty and warm as Liang Sicheng is exactly the human life that this wonderful woman wants. However, Liang Sicheng only looked up and appreciated Lin Huiyin’s beauty all the time. He was not the one who knew her. What they lacked was the soul connection, preparation and holding hands, lin Huiyin, who grows old with him, is only the lyrics: You are like a beautiful family, like a clear and pure woman like Lin Huiyin, the creator will give a man who not only gives her a beautiful dream, but also can afford her stable and happy life. Once they meet, they will recognize it, and the two souls will conclude eternal love, which is the true love. A woman like Lin Huiyin is worthy of the ultimate in the world, and the one who can have the ultimate emotion in the world with this talented woman is the one who has loved her quietly all her life, she lived next to her all her life, and never married her all her life. Even after her death, she kept her soul, which made all the spectators a scholar-Jin Yuelin. A poetic waterfall, the ancient world is April. Only those who understand her poetic beauty can write such words. His love was calm, rational and Noble. When beauty was distressed by love, he chose that I could not hurt a person who really loved you. I should quit. This is the soul that is so similar to the woman in April. He knew that he could not give her more good, so he chose to accompany her silently without disturbing her good years. However, how could Lin Huiyin, who met another soul of his own, not be interested in love, but even if she was so beautiful that she never got the luck of connecting with her soul mate. Their mutual knowledge missed the time and space. The existing past cannot be erased. This sober woman chose to turn the distress of love into reason. However, if you have a companion soul, why do you need to accompany the day and night? Even if you don’t see it all your life, your heart will remain warm forever, and the years will have no patience for the fresh Yan with that feeling. It was this feeling that led Lin Huiyin to walk in the square, walk on the dusty road filled with smoke, or lie ill in a small town in southern Sichuan, never lose the beauty of life. Sometimes love someone can be better than yourself. In my opinion, there is only one reason, that is your other soul. No matter how romantic, profound or strong the love in the world is, it is finally the satisfaction or satisfaction of some emotions, the loss or possession of desires, and all of them can only be partially filled, therefore, Xu Zhimo would fall in love with Lu Xiaoman later. Liang Sicheng would marry another student Lin Zhu many years later. However, only the Concubine between the souls, once met, broke all worldly thoughts related to love, therefore, only Jin Yuelin can never marry for life. The world is moved by such a sad love, lamenting his silent companionship and waiting alone. I have never thought that the soul of my partner would be lonely. The abundance of the sea is something that my generation of laymen can experience. I said that you are the April day of the world; The laughter lit up the wind on all sides; The light spirit danced and changed in the glory of spring. This is a poem written by 30-year-old Lin Huiyin, as bright and bright as a 20-year-old girl. This text must be written to the beautiful self, and also to the pure, good, elegant and noble soul like her.

Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

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Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

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Liu Yan’s vague port, a pulse of simple heart waiting

In the night, I weave my thoughts into a flower, not in the flickering place of the moon shadow. Then, I hold the pipa in my arms, and the water will be gentle, waiting for the end of the world. Any curtain is thoughtful and picturesque.

When the midnight wind glides through the window sill, missing, carrying the soft whispers of Wu Nong in the water village, stepping on the fragrance of flowers all the way through the years, crossing the sky of Jiangnan and approaching you slowly in the continuous night. Tonight, I really want to follow your heart and gently say: The mountain has no edge, the Heaven and Earth are in harmony, and I dare to meet the King. Since the corner of love, the beautiful dream has been in my heart and spread. Nowadays, I think when I open my palm, and think when I close my palm to my mind. Every landscape has hazy paintings that I can’t finish for you and graceful words that I can’t finish. When I met you, I met a touching misty rain. From then on, every bit about you has become a story hidden deep in my heart. Yunnan is a paradise on earth, because Yunnan has you. I know that my heart and my love will stay in heaven forever. The song of wind is best known in the sky; The mountain is best known in the Que of water. In this life, even though the mountain covers the road for a long time and water separator is far away, if you understand with affection, I will fall in love with each other. I really want to drink together time with you and make an appointment with the flowers blooming one season after another, so that our boat can only carry spring light without sorrow. Jun, I dare not forget what you said repeatedly in my ear: Origin, I saw you in the sea of people. I saw you in the sea of people. Please believe that, no matter the mountains and rivers are complex, no matter the origin and fate are gone, I will wear a butterfly suit of a dream and sing in the wind to dance for you, do you know? You are a glimpse of me in a fleeting time, and also my attachment to the world. When I tiptoe lightly and kiss you in arms, my heart will make you fall in love, make you wait for three generations, and make you infatuated lingering of a thousand years of reincarnation. When your deep feeling falls on my lips, I will know that my lovesickness has been planted on the road from Jiangnan to Yunnan. Your smile is my best sunny day. I have you in this life, self-safe and warm. I really want to hold a hairpin for you, and I love you. Whenever you come, heart flower bloom. I really wish to lay a clear string in my dream for you, and pull a puff of smoke and rain. I will not let the stars in the West Building recall or the dream of Zhuang Sheng become stunned. I am really willing to sing around the world in a charming and gentle way for you. With the attitude of watching on the Wanfu cliff, I am waiting for the lake to fly away from the clouds in a light boat, laughing and holding a beautiful night together. There are thousands of miles of smoke, and the red dust has your dream, and my heart is enough. For me, no matter how beautiful the scenery along the way is, it is not worth the tenderness in your eyes. How I hope that you can see all the beauty superred in the world and still love me alone. As long as you are around, the most beautiful scenery will always be on the road and in my heart. Perhaps, in the previous life, you were on the Willow Bank of the south of the Yangtze River, shaking the folding fan lightly and pacing poems, which attracted my eyes, so you became the front dust; Perhaps, in the previous life, I was in the rain lane of the south of the Yangtze River, hold an oiled paper umbrella and move forward quietly, arousing your love and pity, so love locks this life. Although there was heavy smoke and rain between you and me along the way, when we met each other, it was already late to meet each other, and the wind was covered with frost and tears, but anyway, you and I took each other’s hands in the paddle light shadow, from then on, happiness was brought up. On that day, I only looked back casually, and you fell into my deep eyes like the sea; You only looked at me with a smile, and I wrote down your name in my Heart Lake, rippling out the heart Lotus one by one. Do you know? Since the night when you and I made a pledge of eternal love, after the seal of drag hook, my heart of this woman Flower has no longer been swaying for anyone. My tender feelings in Heaven and Earth are only waiting for you to read. You are the deep feeling I can’t give up. In this life, I mean to play the piano, touch the notes and splash the ink, only for the south of the colorful cloud, you have to be close to each other and look at each other deeply; In this life, I burn incense to pray for Buddha, cultivate my heart, just for every cycle can meet you, conclude the constant love of life and death. If you can, every life in the future, I will bring the memory of this life, when you are invited to come, when you hold my hand, together, Lanzhou spring waves, Willow Bank to find flute, maple forest to capture red, broken Bridge watching flying snow, you promised me to help each other, I promised you the end of the world. Jun, no matter who I am, I don’t want you to be a high official or a rich person. As long as you can compare with me with your heart and true feelings, I just need to be the only one in your love story every life, so, enough! You said, in this life, you will never leave me. No matter the flowers bloom, you will not let me cry for you. You said, in this life, you will be the harbor of my love. Even if you look back on the world, you will plant red beans for me and wait for me to pick them. You said, in this life, you only want me to go to Wuzhen with you, go through the ancient Lane, follow the stone bridge, shake and drink tea. In the quiet and good years, follow the spring light to warm the sun and dye the fragrance of the whole life. You said, in this life, you only want me to go to the desert with you, chase the old Wolf Smoke, look for the ancient Loulan, and look at the Huyang that cannot fall for thousands of years. In every inch of time, you only go forever, not to mention separation. If you don’t leave, I will never give up. Love you, this is what I want to do most in my life! Please remember, Liu Yan’s vague Port will always have me waiting for you. Red Dust has you, heart, no longer lonely cold. Because there is love in my heart, from then on, I will no longer whisper: who reads the West Wind is cool alone, Xiao Xiao yellow leaves close the window. Until the next meeting, I thought, it must be dancing low willow floor heart Moon, the song is the peach blossom FA bottom wind. Jun, I would like to make you feel pure and pure. My heart is like snow. A woman, deep in the red dust, is faint and fragrant. Flashy and prosperous times, I only wish that the ballad will rise softly. In the sound of smoke waves, I will smile and frown, and drag my long skirt in the Willow smoke in the south of the Yangtze River. I will dance QQ 1904223318 together with you.

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…