Some fate is doomed to be lost, and some fate is never fruitful.

He was 19 that year. He fell in love with her at first sight. He and she were classmates of different classes in the same department of the university. On the day of the freshman registration, thousands of freshmen queued up for registration. He wore a blue plaid shirt and jeans, and happened to be behind her, what happened was that she was also in front of him wearing a blue plaid shirt and jeans. Due to the crowd, she stepped on his foot accidentally when she stepped back. She hurried back to smile and apologize to him. She, long black hair, tied into a horse’s tail at the back of her head, with big eyes, as if she could speak, smiled, and there were two lovely dimples beside her mouth. From that day on, he believed that this was the fate given to him by God, and from that day on, he fell in love with her at first sight. He is 23 years old. He graduated from college with her. During his four years of college life together, he tried hard to protect the friendship between him and her. He never dared to express his admiration for her. He could only use his silent company, careful care and gentle consideration to express his love for her. He is already satisfied to be her good friend. She had several relationships at school, and he became her longtime listener. She was excited with her and sad with her. Every time she ended her love, he would secretly be glad. Every time he comforted her, he would make a sound snigger when he returned to the dormitory. After graduating from college, she went abroad to study in Canada. He was admitted to the graduate school. In the past three years, he will write a letter to her every week and send it to Canada to encourage her. He wants to know whether she is in a foreign country without his company or not, and sometimes she writes back to him, tell him that she is very good and ask him to rest assured. He knew that she was really grown up and mature. He was no longer the little girl who needed him to accompany, care, care and comfort. He didn’t know, he should be assured or not. He is 26 years old. She came back from studying abroad and was going to marry her classmates who she met while studying abroad. She finally came back and got married when she came back. It was a pity that the groom was not him. His heart had been aching all the time. For a long time, at her wedding, he smiled and gave a speech to wish her happiness. A month later, he quietly lost ten Jin. From then on, she lost his news. She is 36 years old. Her marriage was not as happy as he wished. Her ten-year marriage was not as she thought. She could only describe it with the word maintenance. If it weren’t for her daughter, she wouldn’t even want to maintain it. She used to be used to his carefulness, care, consideration and companionship, but her husband couldn’t treat her like this. She didn’t know her as well as a good friend, care about her like that, and cherish her like that, she spoiled her like that and loved her like that because she had a strong personality and a strong career, she didn’t have much mind to manage her marriage at all. She spent all her energy on her career, which was more energetic and attractive in her work. After several years of hard work, she finally earned a place in the media industry. After she became famous, she began to feel that life was empty and lonely, and began to miss his kindness to her. In her heart, scenes of memories she shared with him and once owned emerged. She really wanted to find him, but she didn’t have the courage to find him. Because she didn’t know if he was still the same as before. Because she didn’t know whether his marriage was the same as hers. Because she has a lovely daughter, she can only keep her marriage going. She really didn’t have the courage to change all this. Fate passed her like this. She didn’t know how to cherish it. How could she return to the beginning if she was not willing to give up? How to start again? She is 38 years old. She is still maintaining her marriage. He left her forever. Her old college classmate asked her to the coffee shop and gave her a letter he wrote to her. The old classmate told her that he was ill in Canada a few days ago, and when he died, he was entrusted to give this letter to her. She was stunned and her mind was blank. How could he not give her a little notice, a little preparation, quietly sink into the eternal silence. She didn’t know how she got out of the coffee shop, nor did she know how she got to the lake where they often went. She was holding his letter in her hand, like holding his still beating heart. He was still pulsatile heart for her, tightly, tightly Cher: I’m gone. This time I really left, forever. When you saw this letter, I was already smiling at you in heaven, but I still like watching you laughing. Don’t let your heart stop at that sad moment of mourning, face life with a smile, will you help me finish this life? Your smile is the most beautiful in my world. I have always wanted to tell you that I am love you like that. When you stepped on my foot when you registered as a freshman, when you turned back and smiled and apologized to me, I believe this is a fate given to us by God when we wore the same clothes on the day we registered. I fell in love with you at first sight. Every time I want to tell you, I don’t know how to talk about it. I have prepared a car of sweet words. When I see you, I will run away. You are so pure, so kind and so smart, so Huijie, so likable, so afraid of your rejection, then I have no qualification to be a good friend with you. I can only be your good friend by your side silently, accompany you, care about you, take care of you and be considerate. I waited for you for four years. On the day of college graduation ceremony, I wanted to tell you I am love you like that, but you told me excitedly on the phone the day before graduation ceremony, if you want to study in Canada, the formalities have been completed and you have got a scholarship. You will leave after graduation. I didn’t know where to go with the courage I just got. I just expressed how happy I am for you and a lot of exhortations, a lot of unease. I have been waiting for you for another three years, and it is hard to worry about you. I want to tell you that I love you like I am when you come back. You finally came back. But I received your wedding invitation, you want to be someone else’s bride. How did things become like this? All my strong confidence collapsed at that moment. My heart was so painful that I could hear my heart’s voice, broken, I am afraid you are unhappy, and summon up the last courage to attend your wedding. I wanted to take a look at you and leave, but you pulled me with a smile and asked me to bless you. Looking at you wearing a white wedding dress, you were happy and sweet, and you still smiled like that, I don’t even have the power to refuse you. Looking at You around me, I suddenly felt that the distance between me and you was so far away that you were no longer the one who wore the same clothes when I registered as a freshman, the girl who turned around and smiled and apologized to me. The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, but you don’t know that I love you. I don’t remember how to escape from your wedding in a mess I am. I only remember that my broken heart has been bleeding. The past is really like a dream, carrying all my love and dreams, it finally moved again and again because it could not reach the shore. Love is like a door of time. When I opened the door for the first time, I clearly saw your passing. But when the door was pushed open the second time, the vague you had disappeared. I will always remember the most beautiful smile when you look back. If it really exists forever, then let me love you every day forever. If it never exists, then let time stop at the moment when I fall in love with you. Forget how hard yesterday you brought me, I can’t do it. I only have to choose to leave you, but how hard it is to walk away from you. You are the unspeakable pain in my heart, and you are the eternal waiting in my heart. I quit my job and went to Canada to study alone. The memories you left me have always followed me. My heart is on the track of memories. I can’t swing them, let alone swing them. Walking in the noisy street of a foreign land, I will still look for your shadow unconsciously. Quietly late at night, the air of missing fluid channeling in my dream. I know that time does not lose anything, but increases a lot of miss, your smile is still so clear. Missing you is my persistent tenderness. Love you is my helpless regret. Waiting for you is my life’s waiting. From the first day I saw you, I was waiting for you, waiting for you silently. I waited for you for 19 years, and now I can’t wait for you any more, but I must tell you, I want you to know, cher, I have spent my whole life waiting for you. When you love me, the sky is getting dark and dark. She is still holding his letter tightly, holding him still pulsatile heart for her, she raised her head and looked at the sky with tears all over her face. She smiled at him in heaven and closed her eyes with two drops of red, crystal Tears rolled down from the corner of my eyes.

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