Love has been lost for years, paying tribute to you one by one, my seamless wife

I am still the same place as the lone swallow in pairs. Such a day. Such a time and such a number of years. You have stayed here for a long time. You don’t want to walk with me any more. Your Grave has not added new soil for a long time. Like a bald and abrupt avatar. Your full forehead is covered with weeds, covering your beautiful face. I can’t see it. The wind and rain washed away year after year. The wild wind blew, killing the memory cruelly. I cried in the wind. I don’t know how many years I can live, so I don’t know how many times I have to repeat such a scene in my life. You are like a hibernating pupa. This makes me give up all the sleep time and open my eyes to accompany you to look at it. I think you can’t sleep. It is already a bad habit for me to pay for the order. People say it is not easy to get happiness. But you made our happiness so simple. Come easily and go to sorrow casually. You can’t spin-dry dear, I can’t even say you. You are playing a naughty game with me willfully and a rain of grief in heaven. You seem to have exposed your toes after washing with tears, dear. This adds sadness to the clear sky. I am by your side at this moment. Left or right. I hold your tombstone. I touched your name. I don’t want to cry out. Your online name is happy to keep you like this for me in this life. But this kind of happiness of mine is painful and cannot be compared with others. At this moment, I am so close to you. My lover. I know you sleep in a dream but I can’t get in. I can hold your hand. When spring blossoms, it is still so cold? It’s the same temperature as my chest. Talk to me. Tell us that our love cannot last long. Talk about how the body and soul are transformed. I think your smooth and delicate body has been corrupted into soil. It must be. Because the love we once had can no longer keep fresh in my heart. I am actually worthy of our agreed love. In the bustling and boring world, I have not been able to keep you as jade. I think you will be the solitary wild goose of another world. We fly solo in both yin and yang circles. You don’t have to forgive me for this, dear. You can hate me, cry and scold me. Curse me with a spell you have never used. Why don’t I talk to me? Honey? Come out and talk to me. Why do you look like a dead man, darling? Look, I’m angry. I sat in front of you like this. Half a cup of residual wine and a wisp of cigarette. I just want to have a good sit-down with you. As a wife, why did you leave your husband behind? You know the impermanence of the three classes. Do you know that abandoning hair knot is the biggest non-women’s way? I offer such a grand sacrifice to you and our love. In fact, I should have been indifferent to such deep-rooted feelings. Soft and kind you ended our love so cruelly. You always said let me be a big tree, but you know how eager I am to lean against a grass because the scene of my farewell to you is too grand, so why don’t you come online when you go there instead of coming back? Do you want to remain invisible to the grave forever and not see me?

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

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Long-distance love, even a hug is a luxury.

In this world, what you fear most is that when you need love most, he is not there. When you look at the lover holding hands on the road, all you think of is him. Open your hand and hold it tightly, but it is full of air and loneliness. In fact, how much you think, you can hold his hand and see his smile on your side face. How many strangers did you meet at this time. Whether he was waiting for a green light in that place. Endless waiting is like a monologue. You often wonder what he is doing. Have you eaten on time? It’s cold and clothes are added. Also, when you miss him, does he miss you. I dare not tell him your sadness, for fear that he will worry about your sadness. Or, what you are afraid of is that when you think of him in the distance, your heart is empty. Are you faintly afraid that he will meet others and that he will change his mind. Are you afraid that you will meet a person who cares about you in a meticulous way and give you the warmth he gave you at the beginning. Are you afraid? Suddenly one day, you get used to having others around you. He can arrive at the first time when you are ill, not like he can only say on the phone, baby, you have to take good care of yourself. He can accompany you to see a sunrise where you want to go at any time, not like he can only say dear, I will accompany you when you come back. He can walk around the streets and alleys almost every day by holding your hand instead of holding his hand once. Not because he is better than him. Just because he is closer than him. Are you afraid? You walk through different streets in different cities and enter different clothing stores to visit different shopping malls. You go to class alone, run in the morning, borrow books, go to work alone, eat alone and play games alone. You always plan to meet each other next time, and then forget to draw circles on the calendar on your mobile phone. When I caught a cold, I stared at the screen of my mobile phone while holding clear water Cup pills that I was suffering from so much pain that I wanted to cry. The text message said that I would be relieved if I took medicine well. When you are happy, you will always find a corner to make a phone call, so that your good mood can bypass the ravines of thousands of mountains and rivers through radio waves, and send it to another ear to cause the same laughter. When I was lonely, I suddenly wanted to find a piece of paper to find a book, took out a pen that I didn’t use for a long time, wrote down what I wanted to say, and found that I missed so much, maybe there will be tears falling down, falling between the paper and the pen, and blooming the ink. When you are angry, try hard to cover your head and don’t look around, ignore the bright and dark mobile phone screen, not really don’t want to answer, I also know in my heart that the anxiety on the other side is just, want to be cared about. When you are confused, when you are tired, when you are misunderstood, when you are criticized, do you also need a shoulder and a hug? When you get hurt, when you are hungry, when you buy clothes for injection and infusion, when no one gives advice, do you also need a look and a comfort? However, you stick to it. Because, your love is more pure than anyone else, not mixed with what does not contain what does not worry about what, simple, just love. You often say that if only I were here. Yes… if you were here, I wouldn’t have to go to the hospital if I got sick and burned. If you were here, I wouldn’t have to drink like a boy and take care of others. If you were here, you would go and give me brown sugar water when my stomach hurts. If you were here, I wouldn’t have to put my cold hands in my pocket if I had your hands in winter. If you were here, I wouldn’t have to hit others with an umbrella. If you were there, I wouldn’t hide in bed and cry because of missing and misunderstanding. Yes, if you are here, I am drinking and drunk, someone will hand me water and towels. If you were here, my buddy wouldn’t hold his wife to show off with me. If you were here, I wouldn’t look at what you bought me in a daze every day. If you were here, I wouldn’t have to smoke a lot of cigarettes to make myself cough. If you were here, I wouldn’t have to worry about your good day every day. If you were there, I would hold your hand and walk all the time every day. You often say that it is very suitable for you and suitable for me to watch a set of couple clothes together when we meet next time. How rare it is. Well, when we meet next time, let’s go and see it together. It snows here. It’s so beautiful. It’s really beautiful. Well, we will film them when we meet next time. I like dolls. I want you to send them to me. Do you know what dolls are? It is said that we still have a Ferris wheel here, which is higher than the previous one. Well, next time we meet, we will sit. As long as we know, we will all sit. In fact, who knows when the next meeting is. Because, there are always such and such reasons, such and such things are entangled with hands and feet. However, you still insist on your pure love. Pure, pure makes people feel distressed. There can be no willfulness, no suspicion. What you are waiting for is forever, so you pretend that you don’t care. There can be no concealment. There can be no betrayal. What you want is to feel each other’s heart and breath. There can’t be luxury. It’s a waste. How much do you want to see each other, so you can save all the savings. When love is not produced together, no one cares about distance. Once love comes into being, distance is fatal. How can there be no temptation around you? How can we not waver in the face of temptation? After the shake, how could it not be performed at all? It shows, how can it not cause harm? Therefore, compared with others, the test your love faces is more, longer, deeper and more terrible. Therefore, your persistence, your loyalty, your hardships, as much as more, harder and more rugged. Even if you can’t go to work together, go to work together and go outing together for the weekend. Even if you can’t go to the market hand in hand to buy food and go home to cook. Even if you can’t meet each other every day. Even if you can’t snuggle in hand. Even if you can’t hug and keep warm. Even if it takes so long and so long, I can’t meet again. Even though mobile phone text messages and Internet access, telephone is a compulsory course. Some people say that the rubber band of long-distance love can only be pulled for three years at most. I want to say that no matter what kind of love, it must be kept fresh. As long as you still believe and insist, as long as you still love, as long as you still love. Nothing can stop it, at least, I believe. I remember I saw a debate about whether long-distance love can last forever. I think, yes. Yes, although I know, all this is very difficult. However, I think it is just waiting. Give your youth, give your feelings, and wait for the day when you can get together. However, I think it is just learning to be strong and brave, walking slower and more carefully on this road. Love can win the time difference and defeat the distance. As long as you insist, as long as I insist. If one day, I tell you, I will not wait for you, then you must remember, come back and take me away.

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

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Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

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I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

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Lover dies, lover…