Valentine’s Day 2

It snowed heavily Today. In the Internet cafe, I was worried about her all the time. I called her several times and she didn’t answer. If it weren’t for my entanglement with her, her husband wouldn’t know that I fell in love with her hopelessly in QQ records. The sad man slapped her in the face. Last night, she told me in QQ that she regretted knowing me and she was going to work far away. I know we won’t have a future, just passing by each other in a hurry. I want to forget it slowly, but I am afraid of the heartbreak that I want to see but can’t see, and the sad lovesickness every day. It was my phone call once and the entanglement of text messages one after another. In this snowy day, I asked her to leave her daughter for several months and go wandering in the far south, I know the hardships of wandering alone, which is not the result I want. What about losing her and having everything? I once wanted her and possessed her. Now, I hope she is really happy, I hope she will live a truly happy life, although it may make me look like a coward. Last night, I told her in QQ that if you really left, I would marry you. She said she would not divorce and she wanted her daughter to have a complete home. I know we shouldn’t have started. No matter how beautiful our story is, it is just a beautiful poppy. I stayed with her as a lover for only 2 days, and I was very happy with her. On the morning before Valentine’s Day, I bought clothes for her. I didn’t agree with her vision of choosing clothes. The red one and the medium-length down jacket suit her slightly taller and fatter figure. The shopkeeper asked me, is this red and medium-length down jacket better? I replied that everyone has different eyes and she can buy whatever she likes. In fact, what I thought was that the price of that dress was a little expensive. She might consider my feelings and chose two clothes. That day, I brushed a credit card, less than 500 yuan. We hired a taxi and went to a quiet house. In a remote hotel, I had a thousand years of lingering with him, releasing my original desire, our natural naughty, primitive rebellion, there is disdain for the rules of reality in the bones, with a little wild nature that no one has domesticated, like an animal. I was fascinated by her indulged cymbal, active and gentle temperament. I robbed her to my territory and planted my flag on her, regardless of her, tell the world this is my place. I was like taking back a lady of pressure. At that moment, I really felt that I was the winner of life. I like kissing. When touching her, the plump and smooth feeling, when touching her, the pleasure of forgetting me is my lonely happiness in life. After lingering, naked she hooked my neck and looked at me with the eyes of other women who had never seen me and said, I wish I could eat you. If you didn’t bring a condom, I have birth control pills in my steamed stuffed bun. She is so real, not affectation, which fascinates me. Her original smell is so beautiful to my heart. On Valentine’s Day, we went to the downtown park to play. When we were tired, we went to the pedestrian street for dinner and wanted to have a rest. We went to the internet cafe for a rest. She said that she liked Lily and I bought one for him that day. At this time, the snow falling outside the internet cafe and the cold wind. In a lonely mood, I changed my QQ signature. On Valentine’s Day, I would like to send a rose. If my heart is together, why should I have flowers like brocade. At this time, her QQ avatar flickered. She said, my love, the Lily you gave me is blooming and pink.

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

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In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

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The years are not old, love Cheng Yi

Life is just like a drama. Some people want to call the curtain, some people want to play, and some people want to leave. That year, our youth happened to be scattered. The complex mood was like overlapping scenery, with joy, vision, loneliness and sadness. When parting and escape were at the same place at the same time, when I appeared in the same way, I was the only one who was in a mess.

I like listening to songs. I like to miss meeting, separation, reunion, concern, hesitation, worry and story with the most melodious rhythm. I wrote down the beginning, but I didn’t know how to write this road, three months and five years respectively. Five years is not a simple number. For you and me, we have lived our own lives in these five years. Maybe, when you make a wish with her, I will accompany him; When you walk with her hand in hand, I write sweet fairy tales of the future for him; when you took good care of her sick, he gently handed over the paper towel for me who was sad. In five years, you don’t know my life, I’m not familiar with your habits. In this way, in a strange place, I spent time without each other in a strange mood. In junior high school, I still remember that when you laughed, there were dimples like mine, mine was on the left and yours was on the right. Your Chinese is very good, and I am a little envious of it. Every time I answer questions, I also remember your different accent. I remember that I was still learning dance in the second grade of junior high school. On Children’s Day on June 1, you saw me after the show and said with a smile, you are very beautiful today. But I don’t remember what I said. Since I was young, I like to have some strange dreams, so no exception, after you transferred to school in Grade 3, I dreamed of you. I dreamed that I was walking alone in the empty campus, as if I saw the phantom of you coming towards me, but I knew in the dream that you had already left and I didn’t have time to say goodbye to you. I don’t know why I felt so sorry at that time. What I thought was that I owed you an explanation and an apology. Later, I slowly found out, you owe me a simple farewell like a friend. I think last year and this year, the outsole is the last two years I want to face since I grew up. Especially now, when I am entangled in an emotion, struggling in the betrayal and grievance of my family, I find sadly that I have no weapon to resist those sorrows. Helpless, I think practice is the only way to test the truth, which is really applied to me now. What is more sad is that you don’t understand my thoughts in different places, and face me with the indifference I fear most; He was supposed to be beside his mother, but in the scandal that embarrassed her, she endured the pain alone. I want to regard myself as a poor person, sitting alone in front of the computer, facing the cold screen, tapping words one by one to talk. In love, he, she, they, you and me are all poor people. Love is a grave, burying the undead. You see, a marriage contract, a love, what is left in the end. You know, any small wound in the softest place in your heart is fatal enough. I knew you five years ago. I saw you again, but I didn’t meet you regularly. I can love you, but whether you wait or not, after all, such a long distance, long parting is too easy to make love fall Gray. I am so sober now that I don’t even know myself. I doubt whether I should write these words here or not. Just tonight, I am like a silkworm that starts to make cocoons. I begin to wrap myself up slightly and fall into darkness little by little. Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

Leaning a city, I feel distressed all my life

Looking forward to a windless night, I sit alone in the deep Qingtai. You come gently, hold me tightly in your arms and tell me, don’t be afraid, you are there. I am eager for an unmanned castle, surrounded by strange personnel and strange scenery. There is no one to disturb here. It is good for you and me to depend on each other. If I want a silent time, I will rub my thoughts into the wind. I will wait for you in your dream. If you don’t come, I am not old. In the fleeting time like water, I waited for a Lotus’s mind, and when the man who cherished Lotus came back, I had already poured a whole city, and I only felt distressed when you came. There is an unspeakable story behind every indifferent person. The beginning of the story is deep love, and the end is the end of the story, which makes people prefer to abandon 3,000 prosperity without leaving a trace of concern. Because I have loved deeply, I dare not touch it. Because it really hurts, I choose dust seal. I watched the people around me walking towards the curse-like fate one after another, and then I escaped from it until the wind was light and the cloud was light, and my heart fell into the dust. I know that I am only one of them. I also understand that you no longer say that it is not painful, but pretending that it is not painful, because it is unforgettable, so it is hard to forget. I think, you have never regretted, because you have loved, so beautiful, this is youth, this is experience. In front of love, I was too weak to leave, but I had to wait until the crowd was over before leaving with a tired wound. Whether it is friendship or love, it is always impossible to turn around proudly. It is always the back of watching them go away, and then they are alone. Dear, please give me a unique reason. This is the only time that my favorite sisters let me go first. If you meet such a woman, please don’t blame her for her thinness and coldness, and the bitterness of Lotus heart. You only know that if you can’t see the sadness in her eyes, you don’t have to demand her present appearance. What if you know? The company and understanding of her whole life are the secure happiness she wants. Standing at the crossroads, I just stayed where I was. Someone desperately wanted to get close, but someone wanted to escape. I turned my back to the person close. I looked at the direction of the man’s distance with tears and was heartbroken silently. You said it was always just a turning distance, then after I turned around, would you still stand behind me and give me gentle waiting? I just want to look back and see forever. My feelings are very delicate, and I will remember every special day. Last year and today were the beginning of the same boat. Where are you today? I hold you tight in the wind and rain, and you loosen me when the flowers fall, where is the promised happiness? Along the way, there are several times of sadness and happiness. The separation and integration are like flowers blooming and falling. However, when spring blossoms bloom, they never get separated. The years we have passed together seem to have finished our whole life, with mixed happiness and sorrow. I am glad that you are still there. Compassion was once Aquacome. I am still me in those days, but you are not the original you. A legend, this life is unique, what if I pour out the world? But you are not with me. All the people are moving forward, only I stay at the origin, with the thought of moving, sad years, pain for a few years. Walking alone in the noisy crowd, my thoughts became more and more intense, and my inner struggle had already been in chaos, pushing me to the forefront. There is no understanding, only criticism, no identification, only complaint, so in the wind and rain, my cold soul is close to you, just for the close dependence of two hearts. I never thought that you were just one of the passers-by, and they forced my fire out, making my heart wander through the wind and rain, and I could no longer find a home for placement. No one supports my persistence, but I am too persistent, but what if I pour out the world? They all let the flowers fall like this, and the flowing water drifted away, teaching Yi to break his intestines. Since then, I have only been a person in painting, not a lovesickness character, and buried my beautiful sadness for the rest of my life. I like listening to the rain in the quiet night, and I also listen to my heart. The rain seems to be spiritual, ticking and ticking, adding peace to the Silent Night and brightening the lonely heart. I leaned against the window to listen to the rain, lonely and quiet, the rain can always bring me infinite reverie, even lovesickness, thinking at this time, where are you? What kind of scenery will be around you? I live alone and miss you silently. Through the Lotus Heart, tears fall into the city, and it is not as warm as your heart. Holding the wind and kissing the rain, there is only sad thoughts in my arms, one’s thoughts and thoughts all night long, which originated from this rainy season. Dear, have you ever thought of me? I once thought that as long as I love enough and think about it fully, I will definitely touch the other party and gain the same sincerity. In the end, I just touched myself. After the experience, I finally understand that some people are fireworks that you can never reach. The more you try to catch them, the more you lose; some things are the memories of the city that you can’t redeem in your whole life. Time can’t come back, and we can’t go back. Although we miss it again, it can only be once. I think about it, dust myself, live alone in an empty space, and hold the beautiful and amazing love that once belonged to me. The prosperity is full of places. After all, it is a person who walks on a strange road and looks at strange scenery. People who come here are like illusion, RUURUU like electricity, and turn around and never see each other again. Because happiness is not easy to come by, we should know how to cherish it more. If we miss it, it may not be better. If we come back, we should cherish the people in front of us. It has nothing to do with the past, the future, and the love is now. In plain time, when I met you, it was the only thing that could not be copied. If you were still there, I would do it and cherish it. As long as the sun would rise, I would not forget you. The real joy is not that there is nothing in the heart, not into the world, but in all aspects, if the heart is dust; The real simplicity is not to avoid the red dust, know nothing, but through the dust, the heart is still clear; the real wisdom is not to meet friends and make enemies with enemies, but to turn enemies into friends and serve people with virtue; The real happiness is not to be as sweet as honey, but to get through the wind and rain and suffer plain; A true friend is not talking about love on paper, suffering gains and losses, but sharing ups and downs with each other and being quiet as water. True love is not to find a perfect person, but to appreciate an imperfect person with perfect eyes. Family affection is like porridge, which is not sweet at the entrance, but can relieve your food and clothing. Even if he has nothing, he is still with him. Even if the wind and rain are biting, it is your deepest warmth; Love is like tea, let’s begin is fragrant, and the taste is light. A world in a flower, a Bodhi in a glass of water, true love is still waiting for the temperature of a cup of tea after tasting the astringent sweetness, plain happiness is warm sweet permanent; Friendship is like water, strong as the sea, calm as the stream. Even if it is not often connected, it is still the same when I think of it. There is no sweet words, and I will not lose my mind. If we have not been connected for a long time, but our love has never faded away, and it is unforgettable when we read it, then we have been like family members; If we don’t see it for a day, we miss it all the time, and our deep love is full of heart, then I miss you because of love; If you are my smile at the corner of my mouth, I am your sometimes lingering thoughts, even if you don’t often contact, your feelings will not fade, even if I don’t often think of it, I won’t forget it. Then you are my friend. One you, one me, meet the network; Don’t chat, don’t add Group, I am me. Build a bridge with Wen, connect friendship, and write without hesitation; Meet with sincerity, know each other lightly, and have nothing to do with cause and effect. You have your scenery, I have my life, do not intervene, do not disturb, only appreciate, only care. There is no need to hold a grudge because you can’t get it. There is no need to be cold-eyed because you don’t contact. There is no need to turn the Internet into work and the space into a workplace. If you have a visit, you must return, answer all your questions, welcome your guests with smiling faces, keep talking, get off work, and call entertainment? If so, I would rather withdrawing from the network. Surfing the Internet is only for spiritual sustenance, mood release, and being a true self outside the complicated world. One is not to destroy other people’s families, the other is not to interfere in other people’s lives, the third is to affect the mood of the other person, because you are you, I am me. Come if you like, go if you hate, there are no hidden rules, no evil forces, no cheating or cheating, what are you fighting? It’s good to be happy. This is the Internet. In the net, we are friends, outside the net, you are still you, I am still me, as always. Chengye network, defeated network, depends on how you grasp it. Life is like a station. You accompany me on this journey and disappear in the crowded crowd the next moment. Everyone is a passer-by, in order to arrive at his own destination in a hurry, only lies in the difference between distance and length of stay. I recall 1.1 drops of the past over and over again, trying to catch the wings of time again and again, looking back, looking for you, missing. If you can, please leave me in that period of time. I have met you for the first time, and my heart is warm, warm in recent years, and accompany me peacefully. In time, enjoy the warmth, in the fleeting time, listen to the flowers bloom quietly. The real distance is not from the south to the north, but from the heart. If you are in my heart, the world is also at hand. If I am not in your heart, the world is at hand. I like the integration of heart and heart, the understanding of heart and heart, and the warmth of heart and heart. I cherish it because I know it. If you understand, I will be enough. Yesterday is growth, tomorrow is hope, today is the wings of dream building. You stop or walk, the sky is there, don’t come or not; You are sad or happy, the sunshine is there, no increase or decrease. It is better to choose to soar. The Sky leaves no trace of birds, but at least I have already flown. Most women are emotional and delicate. They need a person who understands her heart. If you want to enter a woman’s heart, it is not enough to have love and love. You also need to understand: to understand the weakness in her bravado, to give her spiritual support; To understand the sadness in her happiness, to give her spiritual care; To understand her outrageous and unreasonable, respond to the expectation in her eyes; To understand where her heart goes, she doesn’t ask much to accompany her in the wind and rain. She just wants to find a lover who knows each other.

Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…