Will it be far away if I love it

When winter comes and spring comes, I walk my life path alone in the limited life track. A person seems to have been used to watching the flowers in the world Bloom and fall, and the tide rises and falls, faintly like a gust of autumn wind blowing through, the leaves scattered in the air fluttered in the wind. I am like a leaf of life blowing me to where, I will be deeply silent, free my freedom, no one will be shocked, no one will feel it, and no one will hold it gently in his hand to treasure me. In the Lonely years, I have been addicted to the internet all the time. In the atmosphere of the Internet and reality, I sprinted around to find the happiness and love sustenance in my heart. I often use literature forums, writing the sigh of life in my heart, writing my loneliness, my sadness and melancholy, sometimes walking on thin ice, sometimes floating in the wind, I am a cloud, I am a piece of cold ice, in the surging years, I changed my steps with the change of seasons. I was full of ambition. I could not find the direction of life and could not interpret the real emotion in life. In my loneliness, I will talk about my thoughts with literary pen pals and tell my regretful dreams that have not been won for a long time. I have a literary pen pals, Mr. Mu Er, a member of Hunan Writers Association, I often discuss literature with him and ask him for literature-related knowledge and interest. When chatting, I will also say something about myself and tell him that I am almost 40 years old. If I don’t find a girlfriend again, in another ten or eight years, I have no one to ask for it, hehe! Is it? No, you are a literary talent, and there will be girls who like you. Mr. Mu Er said, that’s not necessarily. I have been in Changde for so many years, and I know very few people, and the social circle is very narrow, moreover, I am very afraid of coming out because of self-abasement and self-disapproval. Mr. Mu Er told me not to think like this. Everyone will have his own position, you will also find the fate. People often say that the crooked pot with crooked stove and half a Jin with eight Liang will always match each other. Of course, you must go out boldly! I tell you that there is a marriage network, I think it is very good, you can try to get in, maybe there will be other gains. I registered a member with the website address he gave me, posted my photos, and added people I thought were similar to as friends, and leave the contact information on it, hoping that someone will pay attention to me. In fact, I don’t particularly believe it, because there is still a big difference between the network and the reality, which is very virtual, moreover, there are many people who are often cheated on the Internet, but there are also precedents for success. I hope my dream can come true. I prayed for myself devoutly. After a few days, when I was bored, I knocked on the door of the marriage network gently again. I walked in abruptly and opened my membership information quietly. I found a lady leaving a message to me. I was surprised and hoped there would be a new beginning, one day, I opened my QQ as usual, and suddenly there was a new information added to my friend. I couldn’t wait to click with the mouse and found that she was from marriage network, I am excited to add her as a good friend, hoping to have more contact with each other in my future life. In the days to come, I slowly learned a lot about her stories. She told me that she was a person from magili County in zhangjiashi City and worked in a public institution, she once had a marriage full of regrets. Unfortunately, her husband left her quietly four years ago, leaving her and her son. Over the past few years, she has been working hard to support the Sky independently. She didn’t find it, but a person’s life is still too boring, sometimes there is not even a person who speaks confidentially, especially at night, the quiet night sky is lonely with my vanity, and my son is too small, I can’t tell him a lot of thoughts. I feel that I am still young. Will I spend it alone in the future? My son will leave me for a long journey after all. He will have his happiness, and what about me? I often live with self-contradiction. Meditation is that he has ceased to exist before. Only the warmth of the past remains in the corner of my heart, which always makes me feel distressed, but I can’t feel sad for a lifetime, under Jiuquan, he believed and didn’t want me to walk alone with a heavy load. I clearly felt that she was wiping tears from the corners of her eyes, and I could feel her feeling at this time. Through the QQ screen, I can appreciate her beautiful and lovely head portrait, which is gradually moving away, just a little vicissitudes, hopeless and sad eyes, and thick eye bands, I must have spent sleepless nights one after another, but she is still very vivid and touching in my opinion, because she has a baby face and her high nose bridge, and the big, thick and colorful mouth will make people have a lot of reverie. If I think she can be happy and face life with a smile every day, she is really beautiful and charming, I sympathize with her experience very much. After all, my previous marriage also made me miserable. Fortunately, I came out, because I really need a better woman to love and care about me sincerely, go to the future life together. She envies my literary talent very much, and I like her to have a stable job. She likes me to listen to my stories in front of her, she is willing to be a loyal listener, and I like her sweet smile and her beautiful eyes under the rainbow after the rain. We often talk on the Internet from 1 to 2 in the morning, I sincerely said to her, this is not good! First, it will affect work, and second, it will affect health. If you become an old woman because you stay up late, you will let me compensate you for your youth loss, then I really can’t help you, I laughed heartily. She said to me, no one wants it. As long as you want it, I am also very happy. I often tell her that distance is not a difficult thing that is far away, the key is the distance between heart and heart, which requires us to walk together and maintain sincerely. What’s more, we are not far apart, isn’t it 90 kilometers? It will arrive in more than an hour, She told me that she could go through the formalities of retirement in a few years, so that she could go wild and let people travel. Of course, you should treat me well and love me sincerely, I will consider your side to accompany you, right? Then I am so happy and hope it will be as we wish. In front of her, I feel very small and inferior. In today’s society, the economic foundation determines the superstructure and there is no stable income, it is difficult for a man without a sense of security to maintain a family well. She would calmly smile and say to me, then you should be a full-time writer and don’t work. I said how is that possible, I still need more efforts now. In fact, I am really nothing. In the bright starry sky of literature, I am just a small meteor without much popularity, and there are not many special collections published, but I will work hard for them, just like I am pursuing Mengyuan love in my heart, I will succeed one day, there will be a woman who has been caring for a long time and sincerely join hands. She often said to me, you don’t always say money in front of me. I am not looking for a man or looking for money. I am a very ordinary and plain woman, I don’t have too many requirements. I just want to find a man who is like-minded, responsible and caring. Now it doesn’t mean the future. Everything will change and everything will have new development, don’t we all decorate our World carefully on the road of success? I like the landscape there very much. I prefer her plain, bright and kind temperament like the landscape. She is like gurgling water in my heart wandering and echoing in the hotbed of my heart River, it often makes me sleepless all night, but I am happy and feel happy! She often invited me to go to her home. She lived there for a long time or went to find a job. She told me that she would like to accompany me to enjoy the scenery of Wulei Mountain and draw lots together to the Taoist temple on the top of the mountain, servant hexagram, I heard that the signing and Hexagram there are very effective, she will accompany you slowly, I believe that in the mountains of the mountains, we will find our eternal security and Mengyuan. We have always been deeply attached to each other. In the distance of love, we are like a few feet at hand. I can see her beautiful eyes in mutual sincere expectation and looking back, I will also see her beautiful figure in the wind and walking in our distance. I feel that we are getting closer and closer, I feel that my heart has been confused by her gentleness and her infatuation. I really want to enrich her world with my whole life’s feelings and responsibilities and make her really happy, find a home that has been uncertain for a long time. Will love be far away? I believe it won’t be far away. I will carefully prepare my luggage, all my feelings and the most real love in my life to put on the lake of her heart, I am willing to live forever in her clear lake! I would like to dedicate this article to all lovers in the world and wish them a happy Valentine’s Day forever!

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