Love does not compromise

Some people believe that a person’s love has nothing to do with others, even if that person is the one he loves. Such a person may love his fantasy, just want to indulge in it, no longer extricate himself. However, love does not seem to give such a person a chance to live a lonely life. There are also such people who love people who shouldn’t love, hurt their hearts and hurt their feelings, in return for love distrust. No matter what, you can still love, even if love is miserable.

In love, people are more emotional, and it hurts to cry, which makes them more vivid. The depression of emotion can only make the people who pay more and more unattached to the weight of life. If there is no love in the world, the spiritual comfort relied on will gradually disappear. Maybe with a little faith, as long as you are willing to work harder and pay more, you will have feelings that can become dependent. Maybe this feeling is only related to yourself.

When a cold person lies in front of himself, people who believe in a person’s love will feel sad, but they still insist on living. Love a person, everything is accompanied. There are some things that two people can’t do, one person can. Two people can’t exist freely, and one person keeps missing and staying; Two people can’t walk side by side, one wandering the world; Two people can’t the horse whisperer, and one person is silent. This kind of self banished himself, but did not banish love.

Those who do not compromise on love are stubborn or even paranoid. In different situations, they are unwilling to change themselves or violate themselves. They can say goodbye to those who do not adapt, but can’t say goodbye to love. In the end, even if it is not love, it gradually becomes a part of life.

Some people believe in the love of two people. Such people try their best to fight for the person they love, whether they own or possess. But I forgot that if the person you love doesn’t love you, what you strive for is a person’s love. Mature love never pays the price. If you give, you will expect a return, but you will not force the grab.

During the period of supporting each other, we reached out and touched it between talking and laughing, breathing, and the breath was Twining. Heavy life has gradually become light, it seems to be able to fly, but there is always something dragging it. That is time. Time never gives people unlimited, and any good time has an end. At this time, it may be birth, aging, illness and death, natural disasters and man-made disasters, or even separation.

But people with confidence, when facing the tombstone with nowhere to talk, believe that time is reincarnation, comfort themselves and live well. Looking at the love of others, from maturity to withering, we can see clearly the most common end of all things in personnel and the world.

Some people believe that the love of three people does not seem to dislike the crowding of such love. Endure the pain of being torn and walk on the edge of the cliff. I can’t tell which is the only love. From the past to the present, what is maintained is the most difficult relationship. Those who try hard to get rid of can’t say goodbye; Those who try hard to come in can’t say love.

Step by step, from the beginning, it is not toward happiness, let alone blessing. If you don’t understand love, you don’t have a firm heart. You can’t recognize the way and get confused. Want love, but walk in the farthest way from love. If you walk a long way, you seem to enjoy it, but you can’t get back to it. If you want to be loved, you will wander willfully between love and being loved. In the future, no matter how far away love is.

Ups and downs have reached the end of life. Lying alone in one side of the world, thinking about not coming again next time. The moving of every moment has become an illusion that can never be solved.

Only need a love, can achieve three different love. This is the place where love is tolerant and cruel. Uncompromising love, time becomes its master. On the two parallel roads, one records the passage of time and the other records the dribs and drabs of love. Never stop until the end. It is also a lifetime to stumble.

Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

It’s good to have you

Give me a warm hug, no matter what will happen tomorrow, a faint smile, how beautiful, all stop at this second. It doesn’t matter what the reality is. As long as you are beside me, riding a bicycle and watching the clouds, you are so in love. Do you know that I just want your warm hug. I am willing to accompany you, I am willing to love you, I am willing to grow old with you. We are very small, very little time, don’t want to waste it, listen to your heartbeat, smell your smell, as long as you are here, it is very good! —- Inscription in the afternoon of leisure, a person sat by the window of the book bar. The sun shone on his body through the big glass window, warm. There are few people, and the quiet single in the boss’s stereo circulates with you singing in a dream, which is good. Did the boss think of anyone? It must be! I must have thought of the lover who gave him warmth. Looking at the radian of his mouth rising, I knew that he must love him to the bottom of his heart! I can’t help it, I am in a good mood; I can’t help it, I also raise a smile! The sunshine is warm, the singing is warm, and the heart is warm! Looking at the hurried crowd outside the window, you are also busy at the moment! When you know that I am enjoying such a warm time, will you say: you are too extravagant! I think you will say it. Moreover, you will certainly say: I really want to be with you at this moment! She has always been a woman who likes quiet. She lives in her own world with a simple heart. The nature is melancholy and sentimental, sometimes inexplicable sadness and sometimes inexplicable loss. Because they are not good at words and expressions, they will be in the quiet night, a light ray of Moonlight implanted into the quiet words, a leaf of heart drifting in the smoke waves in the bottom of my heart. In his spare time, he was bound up with words. All thoughts and thoughts blossom in a word, a sentence and a line of simple words with soft warm sweet, and also interpret the hope and dream in my heart. Xu Ben is a thin and cool woman who always dances Beautiful Pain in words. That day, I saw my words: Just want to: a person, a book, a cup of tea, a curtain of dreams. Lonely, safe, bright, sad; Don’t ask, don’t force; Do yourself lightly, know whether it is cold or warm by oneself!. Silently you gave me an expression. I know that is your understanding and your pity for me! Back to you with a smile, I know you also know! The vast sea of people, I met you because of words, and you and I met each other in words! Time quietly fleeting past, we felt the warmth and hope of spring, the heat and brilliance of summer, the abundance and scattered fall of autumn, and the coolness and silence of winter. After years of precipitation, our friendship is silently accompanying each other, because we know that even if we don’t say anything, we will still have a heart-to-heart connection. The beauty of the encounter dazzled my eyes, and the tenderness on the ground covered up my endless sadness. At the crossing of the meeting, you lead me through the Milky Way of the world, clear the thousand mists, and print the unchangeable promise between my eyebrows and your heart. From then on, there was a kind of happiness called missing flowing in the air. From then on, in all the days, those who sang softly were all the concerns that you and I knew each other silently! Buddha said: looking back 500 times in the previous life, it was the passing of this life. The legendary beautiful rich woman gave up everything and got five hundred years in Buddha front, just to look at her beloved man! Flowers bloom for five hundred years, flowers fall for five hundred years, between thousands of years, just to wait for his arrival. Is it because we have such fate that we will meet in this life? If meeting is already doomed, then, in this life, I will devote my whole life to cherish! People who are really good to you will never meet a few in their lifetime. In the vast sea of people, there are many people who walk into your life, but few who walk into your heart. All living beings have countless feelings to accompany each other, but there are only a few of them to live together. Meeting is fate, stopping and lingering is the scenery; Wiping shoulders is a guest, touching the heart can make love. The most real touch is the all rise together in the wind and rain; The most intimate feelings are the attraction of the soul. In the station of life, as long as there is a person waiting silently, willing to accompany, sharing sorrow without complaint, and selflessly giving what he wants. Accompany in silence is a steadfast empty heart, treasure in the heart is a tight love. I know that you are the one who loves me unconditionally, accompanies me silently and cherishes me! Who collects my whole life properly? Bright and sad, all in mind, who will cherish my strength? Good or not, it’s all in the palm of your hand. Who will fall in love with my kindness, understand the wound in my heart, and be willing to give me warm sunshine? Who will accompany me, watch the years, watch the end of the drama of life together, and never forget each other? I know that you are the one who collects my whole life gently and properly, hurts me attentively and loves me. No matter how willful or sad I am is, you will treasure me in the bottom of my heart, and the world will never forget it! Know and understand words, know and understand feelings! Never give up because of understanding, cherish eternity because of sincerity! Twist a piece of falling flowers, smile a little moonlight, and sing you into my light sad words. A Song of Qing Dynasty, singing can’t help but love long, love each other, hope the autumn water will last forever! Red Dust ferry, meet and walk, have you all your life, I will be with you all day long. Red Dust has you, it is warm. Love in my heart, no longer lonely. Bai Xiaomei said: all the encounters in the world are reunion after a long separation. I know that we are doomed to meet again! Meet, warm each other’s lives. Good years don’t need to be so bright, as long as they are quietly watching and silently worrying, so, good. In, where there are you and me, time quietly fleeting past, hand in hand, so it is enough. A song makes love, and it’s hard to lock your heart! I miss you, okay? At this moment, can you feel my mood? With a happy smile, I got up and left the book. The single was still circulating: give me a warm hug, no matter what will happen tomorrow, a faint smile, how beautiful, all stop at this second. It doesn’t matter what the reality is. As long as you are beside me, riding a bicycle and watching the clouds, you are so in love. Do you know that I just want your warm hug. I am willing to accompany you, I am willing to love you, I am willing to grow old with you. We are very small, very little time, don’t want to waste it, listen to your heartbeat, smell your smell, as long as you are here, it is very good!

Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

Mei Bian played the flute. When did you meet the Jade people?

In the old Moonlight, how many photos did Mei Bian play the flute? Arouse Jade people, no matter cold or climbing. He Xun is getting old now, and they all forget the Spring Breeze Pen. But it was so strange that the flowers were sparse outside the bamboo, and the fragrance was cold into the Yao mat. Jiang Guo is silent, sighing to send Lu Yao, and the snow begins at night. Cui Zun is easy to cry, and the red petal is silent. Chang Ji once worked hand in hand, with thousands of trees pressing down and the West Lake cold bi. Another piece, blow it out, when will you see it? The red dust of Song Jiang Shu’s “dark fragrance” has its own Spooners. It is too crazy to laugh. If it is not cold, there is no plum blossom fragrant. What is love in the world? Teach people to live and die together. See how many stories in the world, the most fascinating plum blossom. I don’t know how many people have sung this piece of “plum blossom three things”, but no one sang it as touching as Prince depression Keung Hang. Whenever the melancholy song of Keung Hang rings, I will think of Lin Hejing, who lived in seclusion in lonely mountains and accompanied by his plum wife and crane, and of his shallow and shallow water, dark and fragrant Moon and dusk. From this poem, another love plum person, Jiang Di, will be remembered, thinking of his words “dark fragrance” and “sparse shadow”. Jiang Di, the character Yao Zhang, No. Baishi Taoist. The poets of the Southern Song dynasty had never been an official in their whole life. The Ming Dynasty and the Qing Dynasty, the cloth clothes of their whole life, made a living by selling words and friends, and lobbied in the scholar-bureaucrats with poems. He had a great friendship with Fan Chengda, a great poet. Fan said that Jiang Di was an elegant man of Han and Mo, all of whom looked like a scholar of Jin and Song dynasties. The era he lived in was exactly the period of confrontation between the Southern Song Dynasty and Jin. The ethnic contradiction and class contradiction were very sharp and complicated. The disaster of the war and the suffering of the people made him very sad, for this reason, he made or revealed passionate voices, and his sad mood was reflected in most of his literary and musical creations. He is versatile, proficient in rhythm and can perform music by himself. His works are known for their ethereal implication. His words had a very high reputation in the Southern Song Dynasty. Zhang Yan said in the etymology that Jiang Baishi’s words were as lonely as wild cloud, leaving no trace. This “dark fragrance” is a powerful evidence. Old moonlight, how many photos do I take? Mei Bian plays the flute. Under the cold moonlight, the fragrance of plum blossom overflows Qingyour. How many times did the tranquil Moonlight shine on him and play the flute at the Plum edge. I think the song he played must be the famous song plum blossom three times. The sound of Qingyour flute was diffused in the clear moonlight. The sound seemed to have passed through thousands of years from the distant Song Dynasty, lingering in your heart and mine at present. Calculation words write a state of calm and meditation to recall the past. This nostalgic emotion originates from the deep heart and deep emotional memory of the poet. Arouse Jade people, no matter cold or climbing. Moonlight, Plum edge, flute sound, plus a beauty moving with the sound of the flute, constitute a quiet, moving, smelling sound, smelling flavorous meticulous drawing. The Jade people heard the sound of the flute. Despite the cold, they climbed a plum blossom for the poet, which showed the fervor and sincerity of their inner feelings. This word integrates the cold weather, the Qing Mei of moonlight, the fragrance of plum blossom, and the clear emotion of people, and it embodies the happiness and sweetness of the poet and lovers in the past. The artistic conception is far away, the time and space are vast, and the emotion is sad and Qingyour. He Xun is getting old now, forgetting the spring breeze word pen. Now, compared with the old beginning, it expands the sense of time. He Xun was born in the Southern and Northern Dynasties. He Xun wrote a poem called “early Mei”. The poet used He Xun to compare himself and lamented the early death of his time. His poetic mood dropped sharply, and he no longer had the mood and talent of that year. This sentence contains memories of past lovers and regrets for the passing of beautiful years. Only those who have experienced the vicissitudes of life and emotional joys and sorrows will have the grief of forgetting the spring breeze words; Only after experiencing the helplessness of wanting to send colored letters without Silk can they have such pain of forgetting. Xi Murong said: I have no poetry, there is no flying rain in the world, the four seasons of dust, please don’t cry. A versatile poet, forgetting the spring breeze pen, should be the dead silence and sorrow of life without poems and drizzle of flying flowers. The plum blossom breaks the intestines of people, the plum blossom breaks the amount of faith, the plum blossom blows, and the water is vast in the depth of clouds. Although the poet has forgotten the pen of spring breeze, the dark floating scent of plum blossom, or the distant flute sound, or the cold and lonely moonlight can always remind the poet of the past. But it was so strange that the flowers were sparse outside the bamboo, and the fragrance was cold into the Yao mat. There is always a soft corner in everyone’s heart, containing people and things that cannot be touched. Therefore, he blamed the sparse plum tree and touched the gentle corner of his heart. When the cold wind passed away, the dark fragrance of plum blossom Qingyour was blown to the luxurious banquet. He could not help but sink into his memory of the past. The lover of the word man was not around. He had no idea about it all day long, but only thought about each other. The fragrance of this Qingyour made him fall into loneliness and sadness. Jiang Guo is silent, sighing to send Lu Yao, and the snow begins at night. Cui Zun is easy to cry, and the red petal is silent. Across the river, I miss people far away, but she has no news at all. I want to pick a plum blossom and send it to my beloved, but it is far away from each other and I don’t know where she is. The poet only sighed, leaving a memory. There was snow in the middle of the night, and snow was laid on the Red Plum Blossom. The flying snow and plum blossom fragrance all over the sky were brewed into a daughter Red called lovesickness, which made the word man drunk before he drank it, his thoughts were more intense in the drunkenness. I think of the warm time when they red mud a small stove in the past, but the scene is still the same, but there is no news. He is so drunk that he is heartbroken that he can’t breathe. Since ancient times, many love and injuries have been separated. In front of this plum blossom, the poet picked up a green wine glass. The lovesickness was a bit stronger than this wine, and he remembered crying. I want to tell my thoughts about my sweetheart about the fiery plum petals, but the petals silently face the poet and sway its loneliness in the cold wind. The yearning that could never be extinguished in his heart devoured him yarakai heart ruthlessly. This lust was helpless, but he couldn’t let it go. He fell into the memory that was beyond redemption, only to drink to relieve his sorrow. Long Ji once worked hand in hand, with thousands of trees pressing down and the West Lake cold bi. Another piece, blow it out, when will you see it? No matter how time goes by, no matter how the mountains and rivers change, the poet will always remember the scene of traveling with his sweetheart in the West Lake. Beside the West Lake, the plum blossom with thousands of trees once witnessed their joy. Yesterday’s joy had already gone with the wind, and now only the beautiful memories of that year are left. The plum blossom tonight, passing by the breeze, falls like snow. Looking at the colorful petal rain, I count it sadly in my heart. When will I meet again in this life? He was immersed in the memories of the past for a long time, and he felt Haggard for Yi, and he did not regret at last. The CI person cherishes flowers and cherishes people, and the emotion is persistent and profound. It deeply contains the fleeting pain of beautiful things, which is rich and extremely sad. Maybe the poet was deeply regretting, and he was so easy to leave at the beginning; Maybe he was in pain that he couldn’t bear to leave at the beginning, but he had to leave. He loved her, but could not give her a comfortable and stable life, so he would rather bear the lovesickness of his whole life. Like Lin Hejing, his plum wife and crane, he was born with plum. Lin Hejing only planted a plum plant in his life. After his death, he only accompanied him with his own side of the inkstone and a jade hairpin. Maybe this jade hairpin is what his sweetheart a woman named Mei used. He missed the appointment with her Qin Lou and couldn’t stay together for life, so he spent his whole life waiting for a true love for her. Although Jiang Di didn’t spend a lifetime waiting for him, he missed him for a lifetime. He played the flute under the moon in order to miss her. These deep and remote affectionate flute sounds kept ringing until the last time of his life. There are so many forgetful old people that they only forget the lovesickness, the snow falls on the plum blossom, and the flowers fly like snow. When the dark fragrance of the plum floats, he will miss the bits and pieces he once had. He couldn’t see, couldn’t touch, and the tears of lovesickness filled wine bottle. He could only watch the fleeting time helplessly and drift his memory to the distance. The melody of “plum blossom three things” sounded in my ears, as if it came from the bank of Qiantang River thousands of years ago. In the song, I heard the faint fragrance of plum in Song Dynasty, and I saw the snow falling plum branches, the flowers flew into rain. A clear man dressed in white jersey, wearing the cold and bright moonlight, beside a red plum, played the ancient plum blossom three tricks. The flute of CLEAR tells the lovesickness of thousands of years high and low. The plum blossom breaks the intestines, the plum blossom breaks the volume, the plum blossom blows, and the water is boundless in the depth of clouds. 2014.2.1

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

Music at 17:00

In November, there was already heavy snow in small towns. There was a thick layer of snow on the road, and passers-by wrapped their coats tightly and passed by in a hurry. This snow is too common. Zhao Xiang didn’t think it was the first time he saw snow. He walked along other people’s footprints in a small way for fear of falling snow all over the ground. At the corner, he was stunned. Lan Qi squatted on the ground, grabbed a handful of snowflakes and put them down again, laughing like a child. She looked up at Zhao Xiang. Bright and dark snow fell into her eyes, but Zhao Xiang suddenly turned red. His heart was wet and he became a vast ocean. Zhao Xiang thought, this is a strange girl. She wore white tops, black canvas shoes and carried huge bags to wander around the campus. It is a striking scenery, but it does not thermocautery with others. Sitting in the corner of the classroom with high books piled on the seat, I wish I could bury myself in the seat. Yeah. This is a girl with a low profile. It was Lan Qi who greeted Zhao Xiang first. She smiled at him. Maybe, this is not a greeting. Originally, this story was not a story. It was time to press the stop button here, but Zhao Xiang said, I am not familiar with it here. Can you take me for a walk? On a snowy day, they walked a long way. The footprints are intertwined and a winding mark is drawn on the flat snow. Zhao Xiang was very nervous, he thought, this may be a guilty conscience. So how to be a thief, he struggled for a long time and didn’t come up with a reason. The night was covered, and the street lamp gave off a dim light. Lan Qi looked up, Zhao Xiang, it was almost dark. He felt something was wrong in his heart, but he didn’t know which link was wrong. He nodded, and he knew it was saying goodbye. But he still wants to stay with this girl for a while, but Zhao Xiang has his own words. Thank you for taking me away for so long. I invite you to dinner. Lan Qi hesitated, not to say good, not to say bad. Zhao Xiang took her hand and left. When Zhao Xiang met Lan Qi at school again, she passed him quietly as usual. Zhao Xiang’s corners and eyebrows are curved. He clearly saw the smile in her eyes. Once you get acquainted, it is always easy to notice the existence of the other party. The third time I saw Lan Qi in the canteen, Zhao Xiang sat opposite her. Lan Qi was still looking down to eat, but he said in his mouth that he would accompany me to the park on weekends. The tone cannot be rejected. Is this a date? Zhao Xiang didn’t even think about it, OK! They climbed to the top of the mountain, and many people shouted at the empty forest. In a fast-paced life, everyone is under a lot of pressure and always needs to be released. Lan Qi put his hand on his mouth and made it into a horn, Ah!!! Zhao Xiang looked at her trembling heart. Lan Qi exhausted all his strength and his body was trembling slightly. Lan Qi’s cry slowly weakened, but pulled out a trace of crying. What’s wrong with this girl? After shouting, Lan Qi recovered to a calm appearance. I would come here to shout. Her bright smile and sunshine shook Zhao Xiang’s eyes. Zhao Xiang is cruel. You have something to tell me in the future, okay? Lan Qi said, I can’t tell. I really can’t tell. Even if Zhao Xiang understood those things, he could only be a bystander, and no one could pull Lan Qi out of the whirlpool. She didn’t have to dry out her pain naked. Zhao Xiang was disappointed. She said, you accompany me sad. He smiled again. He must have fallen in love with this girl. After spending more time together, Zhao Xiang found that Lan Qi was always inexplicably sad. She was always distracted. He called her. She raised her head and looked helpless and sad. Zhao Xiang was also immersed in Lan Qi’s grief. He felt that he was drowning, and sadness blocked his heart. He wanted to breathe, but he couldn’t breathe. He wanted to save himself from that sadness, but he couldn’t find a way out. He didn’t know why Lan Qi was sad, and he couldn’t find any way to understand her pain. When Zhao Xiang was still thinking about how to get closer to her, Lan Qi became more divine. She asked him if he believed in love. Zhao Xiang said, believe. What about you? She said, love may be the only way to save me, but I don’t believe it. Zhao Xiang was silent, Lan Qi said on her own, I believe that love can overcome all difficulties, but there are still all difficulties behind all difficulties. The love in our queue will eventually lose to this damn life. After that conversation, they didn’t talk for a long time. Finally, Zhao Xiang told Lan Qi the result of his thinking for many days. Most of the time, what binds us is our own heart. I don’t know why you are sad, but you exempt yourself first, okay, he didn’t say the last sentence, I will accompany you. Lan Qi’s reaction was beyond Zhao Xiang’s expectation. She didn’t laugh or cry. She lowered her lip liner. Goodbye. She turned and ran. She wanted to escape from this place far away. She wanted to leave all the unhappiness behind. She ran desperately to make everything unable to keep up with her speed. She wants to find a new beginning alone. Zhao Xiang stayed in place for a long time, but he couldn’t hold her. When she turned around, he didn’t hold her. He sent a text message to Lan Qi. We didn’t meet at the beginning. It was the climax at the beginning and the ending at the beginning. Zhao Xiang woke up in the middle of the night and got out of bed to look at his mobile phone. There was no new information. He opened his inbox, 0/28. The wooden floor in winter had a slight coolness. He climbed up with Zhao Xiang’s feet, which condensed into ice in his heart. Zhao Xiang breathed deeply, and he never really walked into her world. He knew nothing about her except loving her. Lan Qi hasn’t come to class for many days. Zhao Xiang called her and the female voice prompted, sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off. When Lan Qi came to go through the exit formalities, Zhao Xiang just asked for leave. They knew each other by coincidence, and finally they didn’t even have a chance to say goodbye. No one knows how many well-designed coincidences are needed to promote two people. At least the days will go on. Zhao Xiang received a letter, sky blue letter paper, without the information of the sender. He knew it was Lan Qi, and he remembered that she said that she liked to send greetings in that ancient way. When my mother left, I watched my father throw the door hard. The world was always dealing with violence. He said he was sorry for me. You don’t know how much I hate this sentence. He shirked all his responsibilities with this sentence. I understand that I am the only one left in this world. When it was cold, I buried myself in the quilt, but I still felt cold. You don’t know how much I want to find someone to lean on. I met you, but we were in an awkward position……. There are a lot of things behind, which are very messy and hurt. Zhao Xiang held the letter, not only trembling. Lan Qi’s head teacher asked him, teacher Zhao, the internship period is over. Are you going back to the south? Zhao Xiang ran desperately. At the end of the letter, Lan Qi said that she would leave by train today. When Zhao Xiang arrived at the railway station, the train was about to leave. He saw Lan Qi. He looked at her, with thousands of words stuck in his heart, and he didn’t know where to open his mouth. Lan Qi’s lips moved. Zhao Xiang heard the roar of the train. He watched Lan Qi keep his mouth open and farther away from him. She said, I love you.

Zan (prose editor: Ke Er) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

In the spring of a season, we will be together for Qing.

Looking back once passed by, when I met you in this life, my life was gorgeous and colorful. The attachment after that meeting was as delicate as the gentle breeze of Yangchun, deeply tightened each other’s hearts. In the silent circulation of time, that moment becomes a beautiful memory. At the first sight, each other’s wisp of tenderness was like a boat, finally finding the harbor of berthing. From then on, the heart was no longer lonely and confused. The day of love was as beautiful as the blooming flowers in spring. When I returned to the first place, I had been together for more than a year, seemingly short but long, have you ever left an intoxicating smile on the other side in this season? I still remember the joy you bloomed in the flowers of that season, which was the key to through your eyes each other. I only hope that the joy of this season will stay in my heart forever. At this moment, gently tap the laughter of love and let it live in this season’s flowers and make it beautiful forever. The crowd looked for him QbAidu, but the man was in the dim light. It was known that you were the yi ren I was searching. The romantic date, the fingers of a long time, tightly clasped each other’s deep love heart; The affectionate look at each other, the long-time dependence, seemed to see the expectation once; Gentle language, refreshing, listening to the story of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai’s butterfly flying on that day. Time is like a song, taking away the dribs and drabs of life, and the hurried steps are like a runaway horse, running for tomorrow, the scenery that once passed by, running in the sun, waiting in the wind and rain is so fast for me. In this season of Jinse spring, there are always too many sweetness and warmth between you and me around each other. I once remembered a poem like Tagore whose eyes were raining for her, but her heart was holding an umbrella for her. It undoubtedly explains the true love without complaint or regret, which is the resonance generated by mutual induction. For Yi, people are Haggard, and the belt is getting wider and wider without regret. Along the way, in the world of mutual love, the heavy and sweet love is always romantic and happy. Fireworks are easy to be cold, and there is quicksand between fingers. That is just a temporary wording. In fact, love can bloom forever, and love will definitely shine in my heart for a lifetime. The red dust has you, the red dust has love, the heart and the heart are intertwined, the love and the love are linked together, the two hearts are happy, this love lasts forever. But the insurmountable distance lengthens the time when we get together, no matter how many sizes we can’t measure, but the Hearts are intertwined with each other, which is destined to meet each other, the attachment of each other. The journey of love comes hand in hand, without asking the hot summer and cold winter, without asking the oath of eternal love, just for the common mutual dependence; Without asking for the dry seas and the broken rocks, just for the life forever. I will never let you turn around and make you happy in the spring of the next season.

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

Marry into the purple dream

Marry into the purple is the ultimate goal of many women’s lives. If marry into the purple of the successful experiences of ancient and modern Chinese and foreign countries and the painful lessons of the broken dream of giants are compiled into a book, it will surely be regarded as a treasure book by those women who have not succeeded in the revolution and who are still working hard.

The charm of the rich makes countless beautiful people compete for waist folding, but the rich are as deep as the sea, and marry into the purple is not easy. To enter a wealthy family, one must have the qualifications to attract the wealthy, such as the nobility and elegance of Mrs. Kennedy, the gentle beauty of Zhu Lingling, and the intellectual talent of Japanese Princess Masako. Many women who have broken their dreams are bitter. What can’t be relieved is why they are so beautiful that they can’t realize their dreams? They don’t know that rich people certainly prefer beautiful women, but beauty is not the only pass to rich people. And seeing Zeng Xinying, who won the throne of Taiwan’s richest wife Guo Taiming, has no outstanding appearance and temperament. However, people have pure kindness that can’t smell the taste of money, he easily defeated Guo’s first-class strong opponent around the richest man. Deng Wendi, who had nothing to do with beauty, even though he had a disgraceful record of exchanging marriage for a green card, with his wrist and scheming, he held up with the ridicule and abuse of the world, he defeated Murdoch, who devoted his whole life to News Corporation, and conquered Murdoch, who was rich and hostile. What Guo Shoufu loved was innocence and kindness, and what Murdoch saw was shrewdness and scheming. This was exactly the saying of radish and green vegetables, each of which had the saying of love. Zeng Xinying and Deng Wendi’s rich marriage, countless civilian girls without beauty and background were greatly encouraged. It turned out that Cinderella did not only exist in fairy tales.

Marry into the purple, I thought everything would be fine and I could sit on the treasure chair firmly, which would be a big mistake. Fortunately, marry into the purple was only a small step of victory in the Long March. Luxury is limited, but the beauty of marry into the purple is like a carp crossing the river. A marry into the purple-year-old beauty anchor claimed that what she saw was not his wealth, but the wisdom of creating wealth. Compared with the half-covered cover of this beauty who married the rich, many new generation of beauties made no secret of their desire for Giants. It is said that in a marriage club dedicated to serving the rich, a post-80s girl with both talents and looks claimed that those with assets less than 50 million were not allowed to talk. Look at these eyeing beauties, and you will know how difficult it is to sit on the throne of a rich lady.

Luxury marriage is an endless wealth and wealth, but there are also endless taboos and commandments, and there are more pressures that life cannot bear. Princess Masako once suffered from depression because of various pressures.

Marry into the purple is beyond reproach to strive to enter the rich, because after all, the rich marriage will bring you another height of life. It can be done by any means to marry a rich man, even like Deng Wendi, stepping on the shoulder of the benefactor. The marriage obtained in this way is really not glorious and can not last long.

Smart women do not regard marry into the purple as the only goal of life.

Zan (prose editor: dripping ink into injury) Phoenix mountain spring outing

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

Dear! I am waiting for you to go home.

Dear! These three words are a little strange in my mouth, but in my heart, we can all say them affectionately I am so eager, as if it was a matter of the last century, those warm atmosphere is gone, and your smiling face is fixed in my heart, not as cold as you are now. It rained outside the window. I have smoked three cigarettes on the balcony. Maybe it is helpless. In fact, it is really helpless. Smoke has become my best partner. I know you are always disgusted, when you are here, I always restrain myself from smoking. I condensed the words and concentrated them again, repressed my feelings and then suppressed them. I still couldn’t help falling tears. They all said that the man had tears and didn’t flick lightly. I was already standing on the edge of despair, dear, what exactly do you want? I struggled and worked hard to extend our love far away, but you didn’t have a smile, but you used quarrels to kill time, but you use sinking to defeat my desire to heal. It was late at night, but I didn’t know whether to pick you up or not. Maybe I couldn’t pick you up at all. Both children fell asleep and looked at their drooling faces. I knew I couldn’t bear it, I can’t bear this family. When we were young, youth seduced our arrogance like this. You nestled in my arms like a flower, looking forward to the future life. I have no house and no ability, there is no superior material life, but I swore secretly at that time that I would definitely give you the happiest life. We are so young, we fell into the garden of love, unexpectedly, you are pregnant, looking at your panic eyes, I made a decision, please marry me, no house, no wedding dress, you don’t have any complaints. We just hold hands like this. You have become my most beautiful bride. I am love you so much. I married me when I had nothing. My half-son took me to court for that house, I stood in the dock without knowing anything about the law. My heart was cold, while you were by my side, warming my sun. I made concessions, I took you and the child wandering, and you followed me so firmly. I thank you so much, because you have given me a lot of warmth and happiness. We snuggled together in the wind and rain of the world. I had no father for a long time, no support and no background. I had to rely on myself. I pursued my dream, but gave up my dream for life. My playful nature gradually disappeared. At the age of 20, I was mature like a wall. How much I wanted you and my children to lean against me, so I wanted to stand stronger. I work hard everywhere, just want you to live a stable life. Whenever I go home and give you that meager salary, I always sigh in my heart, but at the same time I am so satisfied, because you and the child are waiting for me. Today’s society is a society of the law of the jungle. Everyone values interests. It is not easy for a man to work hard in the society. He will be angry and looked down upon by others, dear, I have been holding on hard. I believe my thin shoulders can hold up the sky for you. No matter how hard I am, I bite my teeth. I am not willing to spend a penny randomly. I always think of your smiling face and children. Although the peaceful life is bitter, I feel very happy from my heart. I don’t smoke or drink. I always buy your favorite clothes and toys for you by saving money. Our second baby is here. This is the second gift from love. I know the burden on my shoulder is heavier, but watching you busy in the kitchen, watching the children crawling around my legs, I have no complaints. I just want to keep you and never separate for a lifetime. Finally, we have our own house. Although the house is small, it belongs to us. We no longer have to stand under other people’s eaves to watch the rain. Dear, I realized my first promise with actions, I gave you a home that really belongs to us. But your smile is less. I am so stupid that I didn’t care. I naively thought that you should be satisfied. A woman kept her caveolae and watched the children grow up day by day, how happy it is. I really thought you were a happy little woman. Under my umbrella, you opened the most beautiful flower. In order to live a better life, I choose to go out to work and go back to the dormitory after work. I always like to open my mobile phone to see you and the children on the screen protector. I always say: this is my wife, this is my child, dear, I will make you happier. But gradually, your phone number is less, your information is less, and finally there is no more. I was eager to wear it and looked at my mobile phone eagerly, looking forward to the news of you and your child in my heart. Sometimes I think that it is not easy for you to take two children alone, and it is enough for you to be busy. As long as you are safe, it is my greatest wish. But how I wish you could make a phone call or send a message to greet me and let me know that you have been caring about me. Every time you call home, you are always impatient, I can’t say a few words, you start to quarrel with me sharply, saying that I only know to earn money, not to care about my family, and that I am at leisure outside. But dear, you really don’t understand my sadness outside. I want to hear the voice of the child. How much I miss you, but you don’t know how happy my heart is when I hear the child shouting for my father! However, how helpless I am. I have to separate myself from you for the sake of life. No man likes to wander outside, but only men are the support of the family, only when we work hard can we support our family, can our beloved live a life of plenty of food and clothing, and can our children eat less and wear less like other children. When I returned to the local area and had a career of my own, I thought I could fall to the dust and compensate me for my debt to you and my children. I did everything at home, whatever you say, I promise, I will buy whatever you want, dear, I am always around you and your children, and I don’t want to be separated from you any more. However, I feel invisibly that you are getting farther and farther away from me, your smile is gone, you are complaining, you ignore my existence and call, and you leave the child to me day after day. When my career started, you couldn’t help me in the same boat. I understand, because I am man, when I sent everything to you, you became so indifferent. For so many years, I have always loved you, but I feel in my heart that you are already so strange. You don’t make breakfast for me any more. My dirty laundry is scattered by the bed and sent the children to school. Every time you find your mood is in a mess, dear, you have changed, you no longer care about what clothes I wear every day, what kind of food I eat, whether I am happy every day and whether I am tired from work. You only know how to ask for money and quarrel has become a common occurrence, the child’s eyes were already afraid of this battlefield full of war. The family I once tried my best to build had no happiness I wanted. The child is not wrong. After all, they are two children. Think about my life experience and the scene where my stepchild took me to court. I won’t fight cold, I can’t let my children go my way too. I don’t want them to lose either of their parents. They need their own biological parents. I am tired, but I don’t want to let go. Looking at the child, I shed tears again and again and drunk again and again. I am trying hard to persuade you that you are still the best. You said you had enough to stay at home and wanted to find a job to evacuate your mood. As long as you are happy, as long as you change your bad temper, I agreed. Unexpectedly, I regretted my decision. The outside world is too chaotic and there are many temptations. Dear, although you have a bad temper, you are simple. I am still afraid that you will be cheated or bullied, but you broke my heart with facts. You started to become irregular when you went to work. You either returned late or did not return all night. I am not a weak man. I want to exchange my life for your heart, but when I see two children, I am enduring, crying and bleeding. You have changed and become so strange, no longer a girl in my arms, no longer a girl in a pink dress. The thick makeup on your face hides your whole person. I almost can’t recognize you. You gave up your home, give up the child and the lover who worked hard for you. Children always ask me: Dad, Where Is Mom? Why don’t you play with us? Why don’t you go home for dinner? Don’t you want us? Did we do something wrong? Looking at the child’s pitiful face, my heart was broken. What else could I say? I hugged the child tightly, and I burst into tears. Dear, even if there is no love, I just said that even though, I still want to go with you, because the child is innocent, dear, have you ever thought about turning back? If you are cheated one day, what kind of attitude should you appear in front of me and my children, and what kind of attitude should I accept you. There are too many words to tell you. We have passed through several years of ups and downs together. I know I have made many mistakes, or I have neglected you because of my work, let you spend a lot of lonely days alone and fail to give you a luxurious life. What I have done is not good enough, but I have been working hard, I have always wanted to make you and your children happier. I have also tried my best to get rid of my bad temper. Dear, I am always silent because there are too many reluctant to give up. I don’t want to smoke any more. I can’t remember the number of cigarettes. Smoking can only relieve the temporary depression, but my heart can’t calm down. Tonight, I really want to pick you up from work and give you an umbrella, but I still haven’t moved. I’m afraid the scene before me when I see you will make me more heartbroken, I don’t want to expose any of your lies of coming back late or not. When I came to the child’s room, I just watched the child distracted and shed tears silently. Maybe I knew in my heart that I couldn’t pick up you at all, or you didn’t go to work at all. The perfume smell that frequently appeared on you is a brand that I can’t afford. Speaking of which, I think I am really useless; The alcohol on you always makes me vomit, I have prepared the food and it is already very cold. The children have eaten it. I am afraid that you dislike the leftovers and have already prepared a new one waiting for you. In fact, I know that it is the same as not done, you are not used to the food at home, just as you are tired of me. Dear, I am just a man with flesh and blood, love and hate. If there is no child, I believe I will make the choice of divorce without hesitation. Now facing you, I don’t know if my way will repeat itself on my child. I dare not think that I am so scared. My poor child is innocent and my heart hurts so much! Dear, what is your heart made of, how can you let the three hearts in your family break for you? At night, it was still so quiet, the rain was still so big, the lonely figure in front of the window, who knew that his heart had been broken and broken, and love and hate were so entangled, my dearest person! What should I do! Don’t you miss our past at all and the begging eyes of two children at all! I don’t want to be angry or entangled. I just want to have a good talk with you, talk about our past and our future. I know I can’t wait for you tonight. I wrote this letter with tears, because you have given me no time to talk. You are always at home and you are always impatient, you always quarrel with each other, dear, I hope you can calm down and finish it. No matter what kind of love, it will be gradually dull, relying on the management of two people, no matter how wonderful the outside world is, people still need to come back to reality. Life is like this. I don’t want much, as long as your heart and our warm home. If you are still determined to leave after reading this letter, if someone is worth giving up on us and can give you a happier home, then I will not stop you, fate is so bizarre, you can have a better life, my child and I will not retain. If you still love this family, you still feel that my shoulder is your support, and you still feel that the child is your pride, just look back, my child and I are still waiting for you, accompany you to the end of your life. ——– People who always love you

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

You are on the other end of the phone.

I can’t see your expression on the phone, happy, silent, serious, sad, I can’t touch it, because you are on the other side of the phone. The telephone facilitated us and pulled us away. It was really like a double-edged sword. We can’t help but enjoy it. I can gently call you and tell you that it will rain tomorrow, remember to bring an umbrella! The voice is full of sweet admiration, or softly said, I know you are busy, but you must pay attention to your body and take good care of yourself, but you don’t know that I can’t breathe in pain on the other end of the phone, you don’t know that after the rain of the first meeting, you are always in my heart. You don’t know what happened to me, you don’t know what I don’t want you to know, I don’t say you don’t ask, so you are always on the other side of the phone. I often look at the sky in a daze, in the misty morning, in the quiet afternoon, in the night of the night, or in the night when you are asleep, I think there must be a place where we have never arrived, and there must be all the expectations and yearns of our fantasy. It happens that if the radio station is playing a love song at this time, I miss whether it will be everywhere, but unfortunately you are still on the other side of the phone, and this phone may not be a lifeline at any time, especially this late night. It turns out that I am not your closest person, but the one you can miss at any time. I am so sad. What I am most afraid of is hearing such a sad story, just like a person sailing in the boundless ocean. There is no direction, no support, no way to dock, no way to let go! The phone rang. Obviously it was a few weeks later in the afternoon. It was sunny. I put my hand out of the window and felt the wind passing through my fingertips. It was soft and warm, as if the castle in my heart suddenly had the sunshine coming in, you talked, through the phone, through thousands of kilometers, your voice came, with a thin mist, still reach my heart, passing by the city you used to live in, suddenly I want to call you, want to know the food you used to like to eat, a house of call, the school you attended, what kind of mood makes you suddenly go to a strange place, a city where I have lived for many years, whether there is your yearning or all your worries. My giggle, you must not know how sweet and bitter my smile is. You are not only on the other side of the phone, but also on the other side of my heart, a few kilometers, Hundreds of kilometers, or thousands of kilometers, I can’t get there. Maybe if I didn’t meet you, I wouldn’t be so familiar with the city I live in now. I wouldn’t have thought of leaving when life was hard and there was nowhere to escape, because you are here, in the place where I live now, even if you only exist at the other end of the phone, even if I can only devour all my thoughts by myself. As a former host, I think there are some places suitable for two people to go. You and your beloved one, thank you. There is such a kind girl who finds you before me, I am lucky to accompany you through the future that I have no time to participate in. I will always send blessings to you at the other end of the phone for your happiness. The sunshine is still so dazzling and the sky is too blue and melancholy. We look up at homosky. I am in the city where you live, you are in the place where I live, and we are all on the other side of the phone!

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

I didn’t know each other at the beginning, and I ended up with each other.

Among the tens of millions of people, the person you want to meet, in the boundless wilderness of time, there is no early step, no late step, just happened to catch up, there is nothing else to say, only a gentle question: Oh, are you here? — Zhang Ailing, this is the beginning of the story. If this life is not, I have seen you at some time, my world will not have you until death. I met you. Happiness, anger, sadness and happiness are taken seriously. You gave it, I feel it well. Charming, I would like to boil red beans into lingering wounds for you and think alone, thinking that you will accompany me to see the long flow of water. But I forgot that you came and left. You said: time is wrong, can’t last forever. I waited time as a habit, thinking of walking with you, walking through the barren sand dunes, feeling the climate of snowflakes blooming, thinking that it would last forever. But I forgot that you came and left. You said: time is wrong, nothing can be immortal forever. I turned gathering and leaving into waiting, thinking that I could be around you, walk around with you, and see through the scenery at the end of my life, thinking that I could be reluctant to let go. You said: time is wrong and you cannot learn to cherish and own it. I stopped my tears in the tenderness of kissing and locked my emotions behind the cold. You said with a smile, this is still a friend. Time is beating habits, habits are continuing time. I thought you would understand my trembling pain. But I forgot that you came and left. Instead of ten years, ten years of lovesickness. Zen said: one thought becomes magic, one thought becomes Buddha. At a certain moment, I was thinking that I might never know you except my appearance. Is the acquaintance time too short, or is love fate too shallow? It is said that to love someone is not necessarily to be with him, but to wish him happiness. Young mind, do not understand, paranoid that his happiness must be given by himself, by no means others. In unequal love, euphemism will hurt the heart and lung. Living, time never stops at 01:15, life will make you understand that some things are force majeure, I have no way, so I don’t do anything. If you love me, even if you are stupid in front of true love, you will be aggressive to force majeure. However, you didn’t. Beautiful language is just an excuse clothes, gorgeous but also can not cover the inner indifference, listening to people will only feel desolate. When love really only becomes the past, only blessings are left. Blessing is beautiful, which makes me have no reason to refuse and reject those people and things I didn’t want to accept. Blessing, indifference. These two unrelated words, when giving people emotion, the story is over. In this life, if you don’t know each other at the beginning, you will end up with each other. No one will always wait for you at your origin. You are gone. If you want to turn back, please don’t complain that time has given me other arrangements.

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

After dressing up at Meiko and changing into an organic glass button suit, the hour hand of the wall clock at home has pointed to nine o’clock. I cross it with noon…

Enter June

In the singing of summer cicada, in the intoxicating evening breeze of summer, we walked into June together again. Entering this memory, we…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

Linjia Lane

Once in Linjia Lane, I passed by Yibin, because I needed to stay in Yibin for nearly 5 hours to transfer to a plane, because I was not familiar with this city…

The confusion of summer night

I couldn’t stand the heat and came to Weishui River for a walk to enjoy the cool. In the beautiful South Bank Parklands of Xianyang Lake and the natural river, it is cool…

Love story

Lover dies, lover…

写给我的“肋骨“,我“的另一半”(散文)

《圣经》里记载:上帝照着自己的形象,用地上的尘土造出了一个男人,取名叫亚当。后来又觉得亚当一个人独居不好,要为他造一个配偶。于是上帝趁亚当熟睡时,从他身上取下一根肋骨,然后用这根肋骨造成了一个女人。《圣经》里的故事流传下来就有了 女人是男人的一根肋骨 之说。作家张贤亮的作品《男人的一半是女人》出版后,得到了读者的认可,于是就有了 男人的一半是女人 之说。至于 女人是男人的另一半 是怎么来的,我就不知道了。 我与我那 肋骨 ,我那 另一半 在一起生活二十多年了,我从没踉她说起过她就是我的 肋骨 。她是我的 另一半 ,也就是这几年才知道的,听得多看得多了嘛!我也从没叫过她 肋骨 或 另一半 ,太文皱皱太别扭了,还是称妻子,叫老婆来得亲切。 妻子就要满50岁了,这么多年来一直想为妻子写点什么,可因忙于教学,加上自己的懒惰迟迟没有动手。也可能是因为年轻,对自己的 另一半 与自已的人生的重要,对家庭,对子女的重要,对自己身体内的 肋骨 的重要体会不深吧,好像也觉得没什么可写似的。如今妻子将年过半白,鬓角也露出丝丝白发了,家庭因妻子的勤劳节俭也脱贫致富了,孩子也长大成人参加工作了,这才深深的体悟到,我的妻子 我生命中最重要的女人之一,对于我的一生,对于我的家庭扮演了多么重要的角色啊!的确是我的 另一半 ,的确是我体内重要的一根 肋骨 。动手吧,抢在老婆50岁生日之前,为我的 肋骨 ,为我的 另一半 献上一份别样的礼物。 妻子是我30多岁时遇上的一位姑娘。她出生于一个普普通通的平民人家,父亲是县城一家化工厂的技术员,母亲就在家操持家务。兄弟姐妹七、八个,她排行老二。家庭人口众多,生活自然过得比较艰苦,身为家中女孩的老大,从小便学会帮助父母料理家务。唸完高中后,为减轻家里父亲沉重的生活负担,为了弟妹们的前途,她主动放弃了高考的机会,挑起了生活重担。勤劳、善良、节俭、有主见的性格就在这样的生活中磨炼而成。 妻子虽是一小县城人,可长得还是蛮漂亮的。圆圆的脸蛋(我常开玩笑地叫她 西瓜脸 ),小小的嘴,比樱桃稍大点。皮肤特好,鲜嫩鲜嫩的白里透红,像成熟的苹果一样。看来这县城虽小,水土还是蛮养人的。不足的就是稍有点显胖。如今虽上了点年纪,可风韵犹存,就因为她的皮肤一点也不显老。当年嫁给我时,我比她大了许多,夫妻双方都年轻时不觉得,现在老了,特别是我又显苍老,岁月给我留下了一张饱经风霜的脸,外人就常说我是 老牛吃嫩草 ,我当然是笑笑了之。年轻时看上她,不仅仅是贪图其外貌,更重要的是发现了她的一种内在。她的善良,她的勤劳我一眼就看出来了,我一直都庆幸自己有一双 慧眼 。她的精明有主见,是在恋爱时接触中领教的,这儿就不好意思一一述说。 【二】 24岁遇上我时,我还是个穷教书的(当然现在也还是)。但那时是真正的穷,历史的、社会的、政治的种种原因,让我没有半文家底,一穷二白,尽管出生于豪门,但父亲英年早逝,家境便随时势的变化瞬间没落。母亲孤身一人带着三个孩子寄人篱下,过着乞丐般的日子。后来全家就上山下乡到一个县城去了。与妻子相识时,我还刚从插队落户的偏远穷山沟里回到城里来,一切从零开始。然而她却并没嫌弃我,和我结了婚,成了 家 ,一个简单得现在年轻人不屑一顾的 家 。 成家以后的日子你可想而知,自然也过得相当的艰难困苦,当时老婆还没有工作,但她有门手艺。好在八十年代后允许自谋职业,于是老婆就利用家中客厅里有限的那么一丁点儿空间,开始了她的自救谋生。她在认识我之前,曾在她的家乡 那个小县城里学会了编织。她从她的老乡那儿进来一些编织的材料,然后就在家里将它们编织成一张张精美的沙发,一把把漂亮的藤椅。你还别说,老婆的这门手艺还真的不错,她编织出来的沙发、藤椅拿到市场去卖,销售得还挺快的。 刚开始是我每天下班以后,利用晚上的时间同她一起将编织好的沙发、藤椅搬到离家不远的大街上去卖,后来又利用星期天的时间同她一起将成品搬到市区里人群密集的地方去卖。为了填饱肚子,为了生存,人在这种境遇之下是什么也顾不上的,自尊、颜面、斯文统统它妈的狗屁! 老婆编织的藤制品受到了许多市民的青睐,生意越做越好,一年以后,我们夫妻俩不再需要上街叫卖了,顾客会主动找上门来,老婆一双手还忙不过来,需要的顾客还得先预定购。不过还好,即便再忙,老婆也从未让我拜她为师学习编织,她心里明白,我这双手是要拿粉笔写字的。她也清楚,不能让我为此费了太多心思,因为我要对得起孩子,对得起家长。说到这,我得特别感谢妻子对我的理解、体贴与支持。 后来,家里的日子自然过得稍为宽松些了。但老婆是个很顾家很要强的人,一心只想把日子过得与别人一样舒坦。她不满足这样的状况,于是从她的老家招来了几个姐妹,购进了大量的材料,租了学校一块闲置的空地,开起了一个小作坊,自己上门到市各单位跑起业务来了,把生意做大了。这时候,我们的孩子也呱呱落地,降临于这个陌生的世界,来到了这个还处在贫困的家庭。孩子的出生虽为我们夫妻俩及这个家带来了无穷的快乐,但也给我夫妻俩增添了不小的压力。好在八十年代末期生活消费还没有现在这般奢侈,孩子也没有现在这般娇贵。光凭我那一点点儿工资是根本养活不了家人的。幸亏老母亲当时还跟着我,和我们住在一起。母亲微簿的工资收入多少还可以贴补一点儿,一家人相依为命的过着简朴的生活。 老婆就这样整天忙里忙外的。既要操持家务,照看孩子,又要对外跑业务,还要光顾几个编织女工,真是难为她了!老婆很用心地创她的事业,不久业务还真的越来越多,家里的收入自然也越来趣多。老婆就用这些靠自己血汗赚来的钱,为那个简单得不能再简单的家添置了一张新床,买了一台19英寸赣新彩色电视机,还添置了一些其它家中必要的傢俱,当然也没忘给孩子买点好吃的,买两件新衣服。 过了三年不用再为油盐柴米发愁的日子后,老母亲突然不高兴了(事实上老母亲对我妻子一直都不满意)。老母亲出生名门,一个望族家庭的大家闺秀,千金小姐,若不是时代的变幻莫测,她老人家也不会落到这步田地。她骨子里遗留下的那种知识分子的清高,那种大户人家的作派是很难改变的。老母亲不愿自己的儿媳整天在外面抛头露面,于是开始吵闹,故意找碴。稍有怠慢,便大发脾气,总是把我夫妻俩骂得大气都不敢出。其实,我心里也很不情愿让老婆常与那些所谓的官儿们打交道。改革开放以后,人民的生活水平提高了,但随之而来的乌七八糟的东西也相继而入,再说老婆还这么漂亮,整天得为她担心。既然老母亲不高兴,也好,不干就不干吧,息事宁人,开藤制品加工厂的创业美梦,发家致富的美梦从此成了泡影。 【三】 做手艺不成那就做点别的什么,总得把日子过下去吧。身为男人,在家庭遇到困难时自然要承担起责任。可90年代初我每月的工资就那么两三张百元币,扣去水、电、房租等费用,留给我的就一张多一点。这么一点点钱是根本维持不了一家人的生活的,更何况孩子还小,还需要适当地补充营养。而我一个文弱书生,除了教书还能干什么呢?叉不是当年在农村乡下,家里可以养鸡养鸭,还可养猪,实在没法还可上山砍柴卖,辛苦一点就是了。可如今回到城里了,生活环境改变了,即使你有浑身的力气也使不上劲。无奈,为了生存,为了家人我再次离别故乡,去了外省一所私立贵族学校任教(寄宿制,省去我这一段他乡漂泊史吧,因为我要说的是妻子。其实妻子也跟着我在他乡风风雨雨,颠沛流离了很多年)。90年代后,私立民办学如雨后春笋,全国各地都是,在那样的学校教书钱多呀!不少教师就像机关干部下海一样出外淘金去了,我就是其中的一个。一年以后,我把老婆,孩子一齐接到那所学校,老婆在学校做生活老师,孩子就在那所学校读书。一家三口,以校为家。遗憾的是老毌亲太重故乡情结,不愿再次离开家乡,我将她一人丢在这座城里,是我最大的不孝。老婆也常为这事埋怨、唠叨我,弄得我里外不是人,难怪自古以来就有这样的说法:忠孝难以两全。 你还别说,我老婆做什么事都是个挺认真的人,做生活老师也做得挺出色。我与老婆在学校开的是 夫妻店 。所谓 夫妻店 ,就是我除任教一个班的课之外,还任这个班的班立任,而老婆就任这个班的生活老师。从具体地分工上来说,我既要负责管理这个班的事务,还要负责孩子们的学习,而老婆专门负责学生的生活起居。那年月那些先富起来的人家的弟子是相当的不好教,行为习惯差得很。可老婆却是个挺有责任心的人,她总是把我的事当作她的事时时放在心上。她毎天除了把学生的宿舍打扫得干干净净,房间收拾得整整齐齐之外,一有空闲她就经常帮我做起了学生的思想教育工作,主动地参与我的班级管理。特别是在纠正学生的不良行为习惯上,花费了她不少的心思。老婆虽然没教过书,但在如何教育学生的问题上观点却始终与我保持一致。是啊,要不她怎么是我的那根 肋骨 呢! 那些有钱人家的弟子,过惯了饭来张口,衣来伸手的日子,家里大事小事都是保姆侍候,使唤保姆就像使唤小丫头,使唤奴才,哪里还懂什么礼节,人道尊严。记得最清楚的是刚与那些弟子们接触时,每到用餐时他们表现得最让人揪心。餐厅的阿姨们为他们盛好了饭菜,热气腾腾地摆在他们面前,可他们却挑三拣四的,横鼻子竖眼的。更可气的是从不知道起码的礼节,不懂得尊重别人:从不对侍候他们的阿姨问声好,说声谢,即使看到老师来了也不知谦让一下。每看到孩子们这样,妻子总是显得比我还着急。是啊,孩子们这样狂妄的性格,不是孩子们的错,是时代,是当时的那种社会风气造成的,孩子是无辜的,他们是国家的希望,民族的未来呀! 每次用餐前,老婆就让学生排好队,然后做一番耐心细致的讲解,告诉孩子们做人的道理,学会如何尊重别人。吃饭时,她总是一次次地放下自己的碗筷,去照看去教肓那一个个还没形成习惯的同学。当然我也非常地支持她,夫妻俩配合得特别默契。有时为了教育个别特淘气的孩子,夫妻俩还利用星期天去家访,与家长沟通。妻子的执着与坚持,严格与耐心,终于让学生有了变化,行为习惯有了明显的改观,孩子们还将这种变化带回了家。当学生回到家后与父毌一齐吃饭,做父亲的第一次接过儿子盛好的饭时,那位家长连饭都顾不上吃,拿起电话就打到学校来了,一定要学校领导替他感谢我夫妻俩。学生行为习惯地改变,让我的教学也提升了许多。后来学校领导多次在全校教师大会上表扬我们夫妻俩,说我们这样的 夫妻店 开得很们,值得推广。这一表彰果真让许多班主任开始效法,积极地动员其家属也到学校来做生活老师,学校里的 夫妻店 越开越多。这也算是在那个特殊的年代,特殊的学校的一种创新之举吧! 【四】 夫妻店 开了六年,最终还是关闭了。原因是我的老母亲身体越来越差,需要有人照顾,我只有关闭 夫妻店 ,携妻带儿回到家乡,我和我的 另一半 六年的漂泊生活也宣告结束。 日子还得要过,生活还得继续。二十世纪初,房地产产业火爆,二手房行业也方兴未艾。老婆是个很有经济头脑的人,这一点我永远不如她。老婆就开始利用手上仅有的一点积蓄开始做起了二手房生意。具体如何操作我一点也不知道,她也不愿让我知道。故敬请读者谅解,我就无法向你述说了。我只知道她还是费了很多心思,也挺劳累的,还要承担很大的风险。有一次,她看上了一套地段、结构都很好的房子,买下来再装修一下,卖出去是肯定赚钱的。可手头上没那么多钱,妻子都急得哭了。总央求我去找朋友借钱,看到妻子如此为这个家我也差点感动得哭了。无奈,只好硬着头皮找朋友凑了两万元。老婆真的很精明,也很讲信任,一套房子一进一出只半个月时间,不仅赚了钱,还还清了债务。 做二手房生意,看起来轻松其实也蛮辛苦的。特别是买到旧房以后要重新装修就更累了。每次装修老婆就忙得不可开交,购买装修用的各种材料,找电工、木工、水泥工,还有装修完后的清洁工等等,我一点也帮不上忙,全由老婆一人承包。实在忙不过来时,就打个电话给我说: 老公,早点回家去做饭哦,我有事忙赶不回来。 读者请再次见谅,说到这儿老婆不让我往下说了,再说就有可能泄漏她的商业机密了。反正后来的日子,老婆这么努力地打拼,又这么勤俭地持家,金银手饰舍不得买一个,名牌衣服也舍不得买一件,这日子能不好了起来吗!当然生活中夫妻俩也免不了磕磕碰碰,用刀郎歌曲中的一句歌词来表述,那就是 就算生活给我无尽地痛苦折磨,我还是觉得幸福更多。 现在作为母親的她,又替儿子买好车买好房,就等抱孙子了。你说对于我的这样一根 肋骨 ,我的这样的 另一半 ,我最应该说的就是两个字:谢谢!这是上帝用我的那根肋骨为我造的一个最佳配偶,这是上帝赐于我的最大恩惠! 作诗一首,聊表情怀吧! 我的爱人是棵草 别人的老婆是玫瑰 我的爱人是棵草 生长在穷乡僻壤 我却幸运地拣了个宝 做草也没有什么不好 虽然寂寞,无人知晓 但却绿了荒山,沃了田野 旺盛的生命力 让巨石也只有沾花不敢惹草 没有这棵草 哪有我现在这般闲情逸志 家里啥事也不用我操劳 没有这棵草 哪有我现在这般潇洒自由 骑着自行车满世界跑 没有这棵草 哪有我现在温暖舒适的家 衣食无忧,一睡就睡个饱 时间在飞快地流逝 生命在一路小跑 这棵草将年过半百 我也越来越苍老 但我和爱人却相约 每人都要活到百岁 一齐白头偕老 2013-5-21

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